we wish anyone understood how debilitating it feels, how lonely ot feels, how scary this all is
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we just wish we had someone that cared about us and didn't make our disability about themselves but we guess that is too much to ask
she has to have it worse, doesn't she? she suffers the most, she has the worst life, she is the most mentally unwell, how could i not know?
if only we were taken care of
pour all of your frustrations down out throat, for we are the vessel and we're meant to carry it there
oh how hopeful we were that the cycle will not repeat itself. naive? maybe, but we thought we sre capable of anything else than the endless repetition
there's only one way of escaping the cycle and we have to face it
does she enjoy seeing us like this? does she enjoy the play? i wonder if she's going to enjoy watching the end of us
her day is ruined so ours has to be ruined as well
off our antipsychotics and getting a little schizo with it β‘
how do we figure out a partner crying to us about missing a dormant headmate /gen
we have been vulnerable around you and hoped you'd never use it against us but oh well maybe that was a stupid mistake
had a fight with the wife yesterday and she destroyed all comfortability we have build around having a very high libido overall (partially due to hrt) and being hypersexual as a trauma response) by calling it 'pathetic'
I love you mentally ill people o love you I love you fuck anyone else who doesn't understand
we love withdrawals!!!!!!!
we were wondering why we're doing so shitty mental health-wise and only now remembered that we have got into psychosis in the morning,,
we forgot our meds while going for a sleepover at our girlfriend's and weed gave us psychosis
my girlfriends are so chronically unemployment, i love them so muc
yearning for a girl 6 time zones away from me??
hypersexuality and testosterone combo fucks me up i want to kill myself for being like that
this and a pack of glΓΌhwΓΌrmchen,,
lib posts bullshit about a genocide, fork found in the kitchen
breaking: contrapoints has shit politics
the trans part applies times 3 if you're transfem btw, and if you're not educated in hrt dosing please do get educated because doctors keep microdosing hrt to any trans woman they find
if you're trans and/or chronically ill there's like a 99% chance you are actually more knowledgeable than your doctor
if you're trans and/or chronically ill there's like a 99% chance you are actually more knowledgeable than your doctor
I would say "a doctor should know better", but as we have established, doctors often couldn't tell their head from their ass. Presumably because one is usually shoved deep inside the other.
don't know why im loved at all. i give nothing back and complain about it.