M and then A and then M again

@mxaxm.bsky.social

32, black 🇩🇪 🇰🇪 🏳️‍🌈 (definitely mlm, maybe bi)⚣ he/him I draw big guys. NSFW! 🔞BLM, ACAB & FreePalestine🍉 Commissions?

Can't sleep, so I took out some trash at 3 am. Saw the patch of grass and decided to touch it. Felt connected to nature. Got sudden urge to drop my pants. Did that. Stood there bare assed with my dick out for a couple minutes. Pulled pants back up and went back inside. I blame the grass for this.

After almost 12 years of living on my own, I actually bought a table oven. I am now able to prepare food in ways other than frying it in a pan or cooking it in a pot. ... Is it weird, that I'm kind of excited to have frozen pizza again?

Holy shit, I feel miserable. Super early morning hookups without having eaten anything and then napping without drinking water has me genuinely dizzy, like, I just keep going back to sleep because I feel like shit. I did fuck so nasty, though, somewhere, a nun began speaking in toungues and fainted

New personal dilemma unlocked: how can I be certain I'm aromantic and don't just vastly overestimate what romantic attraction is supposed to feel like? Nice, cute guy confessed crush but I'm not certain what I feel is the same thing he feels.

You know what feels bad? Owning money but not being able to access it without first jumping through burocratic hoops. I'm this close to freaking out. I need groceries soon. I hate German burocracy so much. If I need to mail stuff in, actually CHECK your fucking mail, it's been 2 and a half weeks .