My phone immediately showing me that no I don’t look cute I actually have a five o clock shadow and hella eye bags Felt like that scene in disco elysium when you find out what you actually look like It’s so neat not feeling pretty ever anymore 😀

My only personality trait is being depressed, oh and I suppose being awful at conversations

Oh, I know why I’m having such a bad depressive episode today, I had very little sleep… Damn But honestly just in general felt so… depressed, usually a soft numbness My life doesn’t really feel like I’m living it, I’m just repeating actions until I eventually die

normal thought: I should google what’s the least painful way to end it In another way I’m already killing myself by not transitioning because “I’m not sure” Not picking any goals or aspirations because I believe I’ll never achieve anything so what’s the point I’m killing myself by hating myself

Unsure if I’m just having a very depressing month but I kinda just want to move back to my home country without a plan. I think I’ll be miserable but I’m miserable here as well so whatever, but just doing that, thinking about doing that feels like giving up

Lowkey wanna kill myself I’m so ugly and if anyone says otherwise they’re fucking wrong I think i just have to accept im ugly af I don’t want to exist looking like this

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I didn’t realize a picture I liked was 8months old 💀, alright time to go to bed

Anyways I kinda wanna die, and tomorrow is going to be awful to get through on 5 hours of sleep, why do I do this to myself

Reason whatever the hell why I’m a loser: stayed up jerking off and now I’ll get no sleep, now I’m waiting for my housemates to go in their room so I don’t have to answer embarrassing questions why I’m awake 0////0

Ooouughh my work is now making me decide between night shift vs day shift again and having now actually worked nights I’m so torn. I’d basically be sacrificing social time with my friends/housemates for more money and I honestly don’t know if it’s worth it? Nights are better for weekend gaming tho

I am just slowly getting worse at everything I thought I was good at I’ve watched a few motivational videos, one said to find some goal worth struggling for, and I just have nothing. I tried living in Ireland but I don’t have good social skills, especially in English. I should give up and go back

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Been so depressed lately realising that I haven’t made much progress with my life and outlook on it in about 10 years. Just seems like I’m stuck in the same loop of: work miserable job, play games, think how to change my life but don’t do much to change it because lazy, tired and depressed?

Wish my brain settled on a gender identity, is it weird that when I speak my native language I feel weird being feminine but when speaking English I don’t mind feeling feminine and usually prefer it? But yeah few days ago my brain was like: ok so we’re chill being a guy? And today I’m back to: nah

I hate when I get in a shitty mood on a weekend, I have free time and literally just feel… sad and don’t wanna do anything, sucks ass

Had a dogshit deadlock game, someone coach me (I main lash) I’m fuckin green rank, I wanna get better!

Just saw pictures and noticed I’m slowly starting to bald on top of my head, it’s so over chat. I remember looking up fin and duta for hair loss but symptoms are like depression and fatigue and lack of libido and I already have all of those lmao I really wish my GP actually read my emails

Back to just using this place to vent post and depression post Sorry about that, but I haven’t felt good about myself in a while

I unfortunately came to a realisation that I don’t know how to dress myself. I’m chubby so that’s already one challenge but I also just have no idea how to pick my style. Do people just go on Pinterest or instagram and steal peoples looks. But what if it doesn’t work on you?

thinking about daniel craig tied to a chair scene in casino royale

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I dislike how often I just get off to cope with feeling shitty and depressed, but usually then I just feel even shittier because I wasted hours on it, ugh

I think my taxi driver was annoyed that i wasn’t speaking much

Was playing a silly porn game just to progress through the story, ended up getting horny and staying up late :p (and uhm cumming)

I hate that I can shave one day and be all nice and smooth and then the next day already have hairs poking out, how do people stay smooth for longer than a day? Maybe I should try waxing (although idk how waxing works for balls lol, I’m thinking it’s not very pleasant at all)