setting boundaries is so hard. lately members of my family have started being really cruel to me. but i get that it’s bc ive set these boundaries based on choices im making for my own mental health and capacity. but still, it doesn’t make it any easier. i wish they would support me instead.

im completely burned out and it doesn’t even matter, bc everyone else’s life is more important and i have to show up.

can i ask a real question if you’re friends with someone, like someone who you both consider to be one of your best friends, someone you have memories, have shared birthdays and have traveled with and knows things about you that other people don’t know how often do they reach out to you

im so ill rn and no one irl is noticing

idk what to do. im feeling like unless i reach out first, my friends and family forget that i exist.

people always leave.

i left this writing space unsure if i would come back, honestly. i wanted to keep writing but i didn’t want to stay here, in the mess of what it all became. idk if i can be considered “back” but im writing a fic that is currently sitting at 131k on the draft so that has to mean something…

leesh@naturallyvante.bsky.social · last yr.

feels nice to write jikook again

feels nice to write jikook again

the worst is when you make a video or take a photo bc something excited you, you go to share it on whatever platform you used and you’re looking at the list of usual people you’d send these things too. but suddenly you feel like you’ve bothered them enough today, that they probably don’t want to—

check on your depressed friends

feeling distant from the fandom, but i think it was unintentional, something that happened over time the more i logged in and kept seeing nothing but hate and arguments, demands from a creative space that was supposed to double as a safe space for me

i don’t know if i have the energy to try to learn to use a new app, though i know this would be better for me now, safer, to rebuild with people who care, to find my muse again.

if we follow each other on twitter but i don’t follow you back on here pls lmk 🩷

“bonded in shadows” a collab with @drawballa.bsky.social for the wolfy/witchy series 🐺 werewolf jk 🔮 witch jm 🐺 Rated T 🔮 2.7k ☾ ☾ ☾ With their bond freshly forged, Jeongguk and Jimin must face the challenge of clearing out shadow monsters lurking nearby. archiveofourown.org/works/60266914

i’m not sure how comfy i am posting on here 😕 ive been mostly going back and forth between being private on twitter bc im having a lot anxiety about my works being public and ive even been debating on locking everything on ao3 again. i don’t think you can make these accounts private on here either

happy birthday jungkook ⭐️🎂💗