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When I was a kid I lived in what we learned at school was "temperate climate". We complained about the rain and drizzle, and how it never got really warm in the summer. I remember dreaming about leaving on a tropical island somewhere. I dream about a crispy spring day now. I'm in a man-made hell.

Document all the influencers, politicians, journalists, and outlets that pushed the "invasion of Ceuta" story with anti-EU rhetoric and you have got yourself one of the largest US / Russian treason / corruption networks that exist today.

I know, I know... I'm a "pessimist". But I am often told that there's always a silver lining, so how about this: one day there will be (if there isn't one already) a Chinese word meaning something between "decay" and "collapse", and it will be used to describe our times. Isn't that great?

Real talk now, I'd be totally freaked out by what's happening in Madrid and Bordeaux, and by the fact that I can literally feel yet another heatwave creeping in. But no worries! Wherever I go I see some people with some cognitive deficiencies who keep yelling IT'S ALL NORMAL! IT'S ALL FINE!

I had a dream that I met Christopher Lloyd and we totally bonded not over me really liking him in BTTF and Interstate 60, but over the Meow Wolf t-shirts that we were both wearing. Mr Lloyd will be a guest as some comic con in Como, Italy in October... maybe I should go! 😀

In one of my daydreams I'm sitting on the hood of a ruby red first gen Toronado, listening to Tom Russell and drinking cold Estrella Jalisco while the sun is setting over the imaginary Southwest. If anyone needs me, I'll be in my happy place.

OK I just wrote a four pieces post about how I lost my pc, I thought it was the RTX but it turned out that it was either mobo or cpu or both (replaced, my desktop works now), and that my little crappy lenovo from some office sale on ebay served me well in these days, but... I pressed something and

I love doing #blender3d tutorials, super relaxing, but then I keep thinking what kind of a cool scene I could set up and render, and I feel like I don't know enough to make it right, and... nothing happens. But this time after visiting Meow Wolf again I felt more inspired, so I modeled this

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So it's the first day since I got back here when it feels like "well it's pretty hot today 🥵", but like "summer hot", not "special place in hell hot". Like the green chile stew I had at Buffalo Thunder* this time, and not like two years ago when we were on the brink of

as much as I like Lana Del Rey, "Pabst Blue Ribbon on ice"? Barf City, population: "no thank you!" 😂 Meanwhile this stuff here... yep, that is the stuff.

bottle caps from different beers: Famosa (from Guatemala), Indio (Mexico), Estrella Jalisco (Mexico), Dos Equis (Mexico), Shiner Bock (Texas, USA), Carta Blanca (Mexico).

*freeze frame* you're probably wondering how I ended up here? well here's the story... we're driving around and Coyote 102.5 is playing some Really Cool Stuff, so I go "hey I like it, who's that?"... well that would be Billy Idol you absolute doofus, how can you not know him? 🤦

I'm trying something new. I'm playing a Portishead mix to channel the depressive 90s vibes, which for me was living in Poland and being upset that "it's often cold and it rains a lot", which I miss SO MUCH right now in the middle of a heatwave hellscape 🥵 MORE GLOOM, LESS DOOM

yo yo yo, representin' 505 here! seriously y'all, it's a summertime sadness moment because I could eat those carne adovada burritos, like, every day. and actually remember that it goes better with red chile, instead of yelling CHRISTMAS! so everyone know that I'm cool and know what's what 🤡 #abq

a 70s Ford pickup, a 50s rusty station wagon "RanchWagon" and another unidentified old car parked inside a fenced area in Barelas neighborhood of Albuquerque, New Mexico (nearby the Barelas Coffee House). also visible in the photo are some industrial building in typical New Mexican adobe architecture with "Auto Alley sales & service" writing, and a bus stop post with numbers 53 and 54 of ABQ RIDE lines. photo taken on a hot summer day in June 2026.

I will tell people this is the Gila monster 👻 Like, what do I know, anyway? 🤡 #newmexico Still can't believe I took this with a phone, those little rascals have no fear and just show up.

a chipmunk sitting on rocks with trees seen in the background

if you ever want to experience something close to time travel, try navigating Bestbuy's website. like, even on fibre it feels painful, but try on something like below 10 Mbps. it's the "when time stood still" kinda thing.

this summer I chose a new desktop and installed Office and other stuff on it, and basically made it look and feel almost like the old one. when asked what I wanted for the trouble of doing this on my vacation, I just said that I wanted this. I wish there was a way to bring some home with me.

six-pack of bottled beer in a fridge, the beer is Famosa lager beer, the label has a black rooster head and it says "imported from Guatemala, tradicion y orgullo de Guatemala". if you have a chance, have some. it's excellent.

Yay! I remember when it finally got a little bigger and there was a first flower bud, that was a few years ago. Two years ago it had two flowers, and now it's been the second summer with three (the third one is delayed, still a small bud). Don't ask what kind, I'm not sure 😀 #cactus #succulents

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