gunshots outside dude has there been another shooting in my fucking neighborhood.
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kind of did fuck all today because of how weird it was but i guess. any day that i listened to that shit would be weird. im just confused my head feels like. everything god knocked over. 9oh my fucking god my head
xiv npcs don't even ask the warrior of light to save the world anymore they just look at you like this
sometimes i contemplate taking pics of the state of my house just so people know but i think if anybody saw my house i would need to be shot. like you, the reader, would come shoot me
my deepest darkest most fucked up secret is that when i have 30 minutes or less left on my shift i will go to the computers in the back and just read articles i dont care about. like the 10 things you shouldnt order from chickfila
hug from someone who doesnt comment on how out of character it is
sometimes i look thru my spotify playlists and im like yea man i guess
took naproxen sodium and they got stuck to the roof of my mouth like were just up there. and wouldnt come off. dude what
ill be listening to music fine as fuck and then my eyes will start hurting like very suddenly ill need to close my eyes because the Volume hurts me so bad. and im like wtf. dude its a migraine
remembering when remake came out and i saw a few people saying rufus is white + asian because of his last name and im like im gonna be honest with you man. i think rufus is the singular case where its okay. to ignore his last name
now that my therapy homework is done i can focus on the finer things in life
Beginning to see why she wants me to do this shit man Im listening to this back and theres just cognitive dissonance so bad like im hearing myself describe this shit and it doesnt even feel like its My Life like it doesnt feel real at all
todays the day i listen to my therapy appointment back pray for me
Genuinely so fucking sick of having ptsd man like im over it. You have to kill me