I need to half ass this chapter so I can finish it. I've been working on it for weeks, I can't even look at it anymore 🤢
Neira
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My grandma passed away yesterday. She was very old and pretty sick and we all knew it was coming. Also, she was kind of an asshole to most of my family for decades. I'm still kinda sad.
Anxiety hadn't stopped for two weeks. Like not for a minute, not without a lot of valerian root supplements (I'm avoiding my prescribed medication because some people scared me into believing I'll get hooked on them ☠️). My next appointment with my doctor is in a month ☠️
The one, the only good thing in my life right now Will it fail, suck, make me even more miserable if it gets published? Yes, but at least it's keeping the worst thoughts away.
I should be given a week off work, fully paid, because I'm getting off my antidepressants. And maybe a free spa day. I don't like spa, but it's a principal of it. Instead, I have to keep my mouth shut that I'm even on antidepressants.
I'm used to spam mail by now, but getting a long ass message listing all the ways me and my book are a failure is a special kind of depressing.
I had a dream a nuke was dropped on my city and I felt so happy and peaceful. In unrelated news, does anyone have a therapist to suggest for clinical depression?
My mother diagnosed me with Asperger's. Genuinely the only funny thing to happen in the last two months.
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PhD defense tomorrow. I'm supposed to practice my presentation. Instead, I took like seven naps and will take seven more 😫
At this time next week, I'll be a doctor of veterinary science. Still feels so distant.
Endocrinologist just told me to drink less water and to find a boyfriend. Thank you so much. Love that I waited months to see you.
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Franka Garcia from my NA sports romance novel Swallows of Mostar is out and proud bisexual young woman, trying to break into the sexist world of cliff diving in a small conservative town.
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Finished my novella. Writing messed up characters is kinda fun, I have to admit.
Another thing no one warned me was super expensive: curtains! I just want my millennial dark green curtains (maybe with some flowers) without going into generational debt.