Catty the rat

@neoplasm.bsky.social

the realest bitch on blue sky

Just found out about human abuse potential studies where they give people drugs to see how much they like them. In one study they gave one group a placebo and one group oxycodone, told them to snort it and measured how many times they went back for more. Are we being Fr

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Wild thing about all this is I was in hypovolemic shock & metabolic acidosis but I was compensating so my vitals were normal (occult shock.) This meant it took 7 hours from my 000 call to get fluids and I would be dead if I didn’t. My lips were blue!!!! I couldn’t walk or talk properly!

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Hi everyone I got severe acute colitis and spent 5 days in hospital and lost enough blood to become anemic but I got a blood test yesterday and my body has ALREADY RECOVERED FROM THE ANAEMIA. I am legitimately UNDEFEATABLE and also great at styling a hospital gown on fentanyl

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A more positive update is that I bought 1k of organic fair trade unrefined shea butter from a Ghanaian women’s co-op and I’ve got nothing but positive things to say about my new woke mind virus moisturiser

Updates from me: my dad is being scammed by a fake ABC article where Jacqui Lambie promoted an AI trading platform that the banks and government are hiding from everyday Australians because they don’t want them to get rich 👍🏻

Copped a 12 hour ban from the free speech app for supporting autistic special interests (guy burned down a Christian radio tower bc it was interfering w his favourite station which he had constructed a complex system of aerials to tune into after a move)

Wild that in a lot of states, passengers aren’t allowed to drink in a car. Idk how often it’s enforced cos it’s not a law in my state. Combined w a lot of states having on the spot fines for swearing (though again, not my state) this really is cop nation

One of the only good things about the US is they have freedoms of speech enshrined in the constitution so you’re allowed to call a cop a disgusting fucking pig as long as you’re not being disorderly. But they’re allowed to point a gun at you for no reason, so

I really do think kids should be restricted from social media and that they shouldn’t be able to access porn, but I’m so uncomfortable with the implications of requiring ID or photo-based age recognition. Idk maybe we’re already past the point where this even makes a difference in surveillance

My therapist has asked me if I’m planning to top myself twice this year and I keep having family members contact me to see if I’m ok so you could say things are going pretty well yeah

I think I might have fucked up by tapering prednisolone and duloxetine and starting trauma therapy for the thing I don’t talk about at the same time bc now I’m so tired I can’t do anything, there are like 4 people I’m ok with speaking to and I can’t handle sunlight. Should be temporary at least

Apparently I am straight up incapable of sleeping correctly. Every single day I wake up with some kind of new injury. How the fuck did I hurt my elbow while ASLEEP? Am I throwing unconscious right hooks??

I ended up at a Gen x hippie psy trance even on Saturday night and it was very confronting, but my makeup lasted from 2 hours of daylight in 32 degree heat at laneway to Da Club so that was nice. It was like seven steps to get that to work

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