I am just so tired of all of this…

Had my hospital visit today to do the neural inspection today. They sent electric shocks through my arm to stimulate the nerves and while it didn’t outright hurt the sudden jolt and sensation was very uncomfortable for me. ;3; Back to waiting to get the results and then we will see from there.

Needle punch project done! @ulfheimr.bsky.social sure has a lot of chest to show off~ Thank you @theredgoon.bsky.social for letting me use your artwork for this one 🧡

More needle punch cleanup

Mood took a nosedive this evening getting reminded how utterly useless I am currently and can’t do anything and how I rely on my art for my self worth. Spiralling thinking about that I may not ever be able to draw with my left arm. Not being able to find any sort of job with all my conditions.

CW #weightloss Unfortunately I have to stop taking the weight loss medication once my latest dose runs out, I simply cannot afford it any longer. Unsure if I can keep up losing weight without them; they were the only thing that really helped me :(

Update Been given a hospital appointment for the end of July.

Neo@neoxiii.bsky.social · last mo.

Finally had my appointment with the specialist. Going to get sent to the hospital for nerve resistance inspection in about two months. In which we will see what happens next, but something will get done (further investigation, injections, surgery).

I am once again asking for big/buff/fat/giant hroths to show off to me please! 🧡

Always appreciating the people that are willing to deal with my nonsense and do reach out to me 🧡

Can you envy something but like, in a positive way? I wished I had my life figured out like most of my moots do but I do mot wish them bad or misfortune? Like, I just would like to be where they are in life.

What’s this, Neo once again not feeling he belongs anywhere? How odd.

Sometimes I do wonder what it’s like to have a boyfriend and be in a relationship uwu

With me being back on the hospital waiting list, I can’t work on anything yet again. I’m trying to stay positive, but if you can help me out, I’d really appreciate it. Even just reposting this message would be great. Thanks you so much. ko-fi.com/p0cketcat

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I often wonder if I come off as too creepy and entitled x.x

Finally had my appointment with the specialist. Going to get sent to the hospital for nerve resistance inspection in about two months. In which we will see what happens next, but something will get done (further investigation, injections, surgery).

Anyone in need of a Pocketcat?

Macros not calling smaller ones bugs or other degrading names challenge level impossible

It’s everyone’s favourite space emperor, Amicus! ✨ My first proper punch needle work, based on artwork done by MochaEnby on X/Twitter. Had great fun working on it!

Here’s the Telegram channel version as well. I split them up, otherwise the list would have been too big for anyone to see anything lol

Neo@neoxiii.bsky.social · last mo.

Took me a little but here you go! This also counts as a Growth tier list. :P (If you're not on this list despite having responded, there was a duplicate in Telegram) Now remember that this is all fun and games and if you're upset about your place on here, I don't quite know what to tell you mate.

Took me a little but here you go! This also counts as a Growth tier list. :P (If you're not on this list despite having responded, there was a duplicate in Telegram) Now remember that this is all fun and games and if you're upset about your place on here, I don't quite know what to tell you mate.

Neo@neoxiii.bsky.social · last mo.

I got nothing else to do, so let’s rate you all! The higher you’re on the scale the more likely I also want to grow you haha

I got nothing else to do, so let’s rate you all! The higher you’re on the scale the more likely I also want to grow you haha

Still a mood💦

Neo@neoxiii.bsky.social · 2mo ago

Uuuuurgh I want to grow big guys so badly, and draw them too Large studs on the beach, wearing skin tight suits and casually growing larger and bulkier as they take up more and more space on the beach💦💦💦 Imagine them having to play beach volleyball with balls that look like grapes to them✨

I need to know hrothgars, especially the bulky and/or size shifting ones! If you have one or know someone, please show yourself! A small cat would love to swoon and adore you 🧡

Gooseworx has the opportunity to do the funniest thing right now Have the Youtube episode be different from the cinema release and gaslight everyone else trying to convince the movie cut was different lol

Big dad bods on the beach, with small cats making out with them; each kiss making said dads just a little bit bigger, wider, taller and bulkier until they take up all of the beach~

Uuuuurgh I want to grow big guys so badly, and draw them too Large studs on the beach, wearing skin tight suits and casually growing larger and bulkier as they take up more and more space on the beach💦💦💦 Imagine them having to play beach volleyball with balls that look like grapes to them✨