Nerdyfurry

@nerdyfurry03.bsky.social

Born in 2003, gay, he/him pronouns, abdl, anime and video game nerd. Just trying to carve out a little corner of bluesky for things I like. 18+ ONLY. MINORS DNI (Do not interact)

Welp, after a terrible night in the ER I've lost complete faith in the hospital that's supposed to be doing my kidney transplant. My levels were so critically low they had to push back my surgery, and they have been critically low for months.

Finally got out of the house to do something today, and ended up going to see a movie. I ended up watching Buddy, it was pretty good. I watched a lot of Barney as a kid and the whole movie felt kind of nostalgic because of that.b Also got peanut butter M&Ms and popcorn and it was so gooood.

Ugh, one of the worst parts of having a chronic illness is it makes it so hard to have ANYTHING going on in your life. it's difficult to keep up with friends or talk to anyone new, any important outing leaves you drained afterwards, and it's impossible to schedule anything between doctor visits.

I have officially been approved for my next kidney transplant. There's a couple nights in the hospital guaranteed, but after that I'll be able to come home before having to be driven to the hospital like twice a week for 6 months. Just one last round of waiting for surgery.

Oof, I've gotta figure out what's been bothering me late at night because I've had a super rough time getting enough sleep. I get all comfy with my favorite plush and close my eyes, and I end up laying there tossing and turning until 3 or 4 in the morning. Ugh

PlayStation choosing to drop physical games in a couple years sure stinks. I love collecting physical games and seeing the box art. Plus then they can't just randomly revoke the digital license and make me pay for the game all over again

So hopefully this shows up before people see my weird emotional rambling, but I'm a FREAK who loves looking at ADULT FURRIES in FAT CLEAN WET OR MESSY PAMPERS. I'm a weird CAT PERSON who loves BEING FORCED INTO SCENARIOS WHERE IM TREATED like a BIG BABY and forced into using DIAPERS.

I don't like posting actual stuff about my emotions on the internet but I don't really have anywhere else to blah about it, so here goes I guess. I live a lonely life while being tired from having kidney disease. I've had it since birth, and I'm gearing up for my second transplant.

I have really grown to hate eating food lately. It never tastes good no matter how it's seasoned or made. The best way I can think of to describe how it feels to eat is like cleaning. It's good for you, but it's boring and annoying. The only things I actually like eating are spicy and salty foods.