i actually dont like cheng allat much, in fact, i like slandering him. it just so happens that he looks very similar to my oc so he's easier to draw (except his metallic armor). drawing him just flows naturally
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moved nerukai !! dump acc °∆° ねるかいや. #reverse1999 #WIP
i actually dont care about getting better at art, though i want to change that
male-centeredness send shivers down my spine.. so theres this artist whose artstyle i like but they usually draw men and heterosexual stuff so i couldnt bear looking at the arts 😢😢 #gdgdfg
#r1999 pls lmk if anyone found a cheng heguang character story stream >< tyty
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Pages of Time | Reverse: 1999 2.5th Anniversary Special There is a soft rustle of pages as afternoon sunlight pools on the table's edge. Some peruse old records while others chat in hushed whispers. Download: bit.ly/PagesofTimei... #Reverse1999 #Reverse1999Anniversary
Spring Dawn | Reverse: 1999 A flash of the blade parts the morning frost. The sword draws back, and snow tumbles from the Mei tree. Inside the pavilion, brewing tea hums like wind through the pines. Download: bit.ly/SpringDawnillustration #Reverse1999
i am probably going to quote/ comment a lot under my posts and leave the actual art posts without caption or only with tag and date. it troubles me to think that i can't edit captions here more than twitter because i want to be more sensible in this site.
i think of the left marcus as twitter marcus,, just to match the right marcus as bluesky marcus (tenshi kawaii) ><
neruかいや@nerukaiya.bsky.social · 3mo ago2026年05月01日 #Reverse1999 !
i have been in a non-sexual marriage with my wife for 10 years as a closeted gay man and today, after jokingly admitting my affection for an old childhood friend and receiving the word "that's disgusting", i decided to tell her the truth. did i do the right thing?
park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor, dream about me
this yearning is so bad, i feel like im gonna cough flower petals anytime now
artists have a tendency to draw things a certain way,, and i dont like my tendency to lean towards teen characters / baby face ough,, this is probably the closest ive been to my actual artstyle but i refuse it?? these characters are begging to be drawn in another style,, more mature eueu
i feel like art burnout is near, im starting to grieve over the fact that i dont have a consistent artstyle
