Natalie

@neum76.bsky.social

Screaming into the Bluesky void.

Big tech had the opportunity to facilitate positive changes in society. Instead, they sold us all out in the most egregious ways. It was a sociopathic choice bc they would have become billionaires w/ unlimited money either way they went. But they chose to fuck us all over for sick kicks.

The US government, under the Trump regime, is actively making it harder, and in some cases impossible, to raise healthy children who thrive. They want labor and consumers— not healthy family and communities. Maternal mortality rates are high. It is a dangerous time to have a child in America.

Why aren’t new parents given adequate information about post partum depression & psychosis when leaving hospital? Why aren’t caregivers warned about “suicidal trance” when a patient w/ suicidal ideation is being discharged? This valuable information could save lives & suffering.

I’ve watched trials my whole life and never seen a prosecution like the one in Lindsay clancy’s trial. Is this prosecutor okay? Does she understand that everyone knows the critically unwell mother killed her children before attempting to kill herself? What a waste of tax dollars. Grotesque.

The commonwealth of Massachusetts should be ashamed of themselves for the way they are prosecuting a very sick woman, Lindsay Clancy. They are also retraumatizing victims in this case and putting the jurors through hell for no reason: 2026 Salem witch trials.

Honestly, I hope dead internet theory is correct bc the lack of intelligence, emotional maturity, critical thinking skills & basic empathy, in most comment sections on social media is terrifying. At this point, I’d be relieved to find out 85% of comments are agitator bots.

Vacation is over; always nice to get back to my bed. Great getaway. Now it’s a 2 week countdown until my oldest daughter’s wedding. Gonna be a nervous system joy ride: a world wide tour of every emotion & feeling on the spectrum. And being around MAGA family I haven’t spoken to in years.🤪🤦‍♀️💒 ❤️

The Lindsay Clancy trial is gut wrenching, heartbreaking, & a brutal picture of the state of America’s mental heath care system, even for the “all American middle class family” doing everything right. So many critical systemic failures — even in the “best” psych ward in NE. 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

On vacation & by vacation I mean: we rented a lake house 30 mins away bc the autism force is strong in my fam— we can’t travel too far— but so far, so good. Only 5-8 meltdowns, upon realizing we rented a no pets house for 2 days less than we meant to— Checking into new lake house later today. Lol

All I want to do is go on TikTok to get an update on Jackie & Shadow, the eagle couple I’ve been following for 3 years— and I’m met w/ video after video of creators eating entire sticks of butter— sometimes dipped in cans of icing or soda. WtAF is happening? Why?

Since Trump has completely disrupted reality as I knew it, I’ve lost my sister, daughter and mother. (Mom is technically still alive after massive strokes but-) I know a lot of ppl have also suffered great trauma and loss during this nightmare. I hope we all somehow heal and become stronger 💔

Guys, no matter how bad it all seems… just remember: the finance bros are finally free. They can say the words ‘pussy’ and ‘retard’ again. Kinda helps put all the suffering and sacrifices in perspective, right?

Seriously though. How the fuck do I get out of this loop? Am I stuck in a dimension where Donald Trump is immortal, the markets are manipulated for infinity, and Mitch McConnell posts new fake proof of life photos once a week forever? I want the next chapter. This is all so fucking tiresome

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Scott’s gardening co-worker gave him a huge basket of fresh produce. I decided to make a huge ‘Sunday dinner’ like my great aunts used to make— side dishes, 2 entrees, desserts. I’ve been at it all day. A LOT of work. My aunts were basically doing a mini thanksgiving dinner every weekend. 😴😥😋😋😋

I can be likeable or I can be sober. And even then, there’s only a 50/50 chance I’m likeable— highly contingent on strain, THC content and how much sleep I’ve had.

Only 2 times in 30 years have I ever wondered if our marriage would last: 1. The time my husband asked how much we spend on bird food. 2. The time my husband called my hair frizzy instead of curly.

Also, Merrick Beshear is setting a terrible precedent. When Trump dies, are we just gonna let KKKaroline Leavitt intermittently post shitty AI pics as proof of life, weeks after he leaves the WH on a stretcher? Seriously, Andy Beshear: WtAF?

Self-development as a level 2 autistic female felt like getting ready in front of a cracked fun house mirror. When I started to apply make-up, the fractured mirror vanished completely before i could even confirm that I actually have a face.

As a kid, watching Lawrence of Arabia w/ my grands, by the time the 2nd hour of the film started I was like, “OMG, it’s not over yet? Wait— how much movie is left? Oh NO. I can’t even take 15 more minutes of this!! How is it not over yet?” This is how I’ve felt about Trump since 2018.