Ena

@neyluse.bsky.social

EN/GER┃They/ she┃artist┃ #OC

Now that I understand a bit more about myself it's quite entertaining to look back at how the way I draw myself has changed over time. Like, you made yourself a shapeshifting vampire and then split into two genders and really thought you were a cis straight guy? okay, yeah sure🙄

I really want that Zelda edition switch 2 and pro controller this would be a great time to have stable income and a secure job 🙂

heyy it's been almost 2 months. I feel a bit more mentally stable again (don't want to get hit by a car as much for the moment, still get the urge to sandpaper my brain though) Hope I can get over myself and draw some more again

My Twitter account was suspended for some reason. I wouldn't even bother to appeal but I don't want to lose all the references I've collected in my bookmarks

designing without a theme or concept just based on vibes is so difficult sometimes restrictions really are nice but I don't have a world or anything to guide or frame my persona's design

Bild

yesterday went so well all around I forgot that hormone therapy will have me take blood tests and I'm now on a 6 month timer to get over my fear of needles ughh

I got over my hesitation and went to a therapist(?) today and made my first appointment which (hopefully) means I can start hrt in about half a year making myself a burger and salad as a reward🍔

Got let go from my job because the contract they gave me was too good on my end and "I didn't seem too interested in my work anyway"... At least I'm being replaced by a human and not a computer

These joy con recolours are making me lose hope in special switch 2 designs why do they keep only changing the inside parts and not the shell

dragging myself out of my hole for the Nintendo Direct today A Zelda remake and a zelda or pokemon themed switch 2 would be nice, thank you