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it looks like my collarbone is actually broken and not fractured. it's going to take a while for me to recover. I won't be able to work for a bit and I could use help with food/bills. any support is appreciated! 🫶🖤 c*sh app: $desbandit161 ko-fi.com/uncivilizeddes

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𝖓𝖎𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖌𝖋@nihilistgf.bsky.social · 16h ago

it looks like my collarbone is actually broken and not fractured. it's going to take a while for me to recover. I won't be able to work for a bit and I could use help with food/bills. any support is appreciated! 🫶🖤 c*sh app: $desbandit161 ko-fi.com/uncivilizeddes

it looks like my collarbone is actually broken and not fractured. it's going to take a while for me to recover. I won't be able to work for a bit and I could use help with food/bills. any support is appreciated! 🫶🖤 c*sh app: $desbandit161 ko-fi.com/uncivilizeddes

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woke up in sm pain today 😭

I passed my written test! now I just have to do one last observation test where they'll watch me drive around the block and that's pretty much it! 🖤

finally finished studying. wish me luck tomorrow! 🤞

I'm stressing about this test tomorrow. I've been studying all day and I still feel like I'm not ready.

𝖓𝖎𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖌𝖋@nihilistgf.bsky.social · 3d ago

back to studying for my motorcycle written test

playing video games until 1am last night was a mistake. I'm so sleepy.

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back to studying for my motorcycle written test

good morning 🖤

stood up playing spider man 2 instead of studying lol

I'm going to take myself out for a ramen date lol

I really want to go to the gym today but I don't know if exercising is a good idea since my shoulder is still pretty sore 😔

make love and war

what is it called when love kinda sounds nice but you also just want everyone to leave you alone? 🤔

now that I don't have to worry about my arm pain for a bit I can actually study for my motorcycle written test over the weekend 🤙

cigarette before bed 🖤

go out and do something for the earth and animals at night 💚🖤

I just realized I hit three months without using!

I couldn't get stronger pain meds today at the urgent care but I have another appointment tomorrow so hopefully my dr will give me some. 🤞

my arm is still in a lot of pain and it's difficult to do things atm. if you want to help me out so I can get food these next few days I'd really appreciate it. 🫶🖤 cash app: $desbandit161 ko-fi.com/uncivilizeddes

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my arm is still in a lot of pain and it's difficult to do things atm. if you want to help me out so I can get food these next few days I'd really appreciate it. 🫶🖤 cash app: $desbandit161 ko-fi.com/uncivilizeddes

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I seriously got to get out tomorrow. I feel like I'm losing my mind staying in and recovering. 🙃

good morning 🖤

I feel like the worst part of getting sober isn't the friends you lose or missing out on the parties you no longer go to. it's navigating the feelings that you've blocked out for so long.

thanks to everyone who donated btw! it really helped! 🖤

𝖓𝖎𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖌𝖋@nihilistgf.bsky.social · 2w ago

so I still have pain but they gave me meds which help a bit. hopefully it goes away these next few days. 😔

slept all day 🤙