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I think today I had passed the usual level of exhaustion... I thought I was getting stronger because every day I work more and more but the feel of fatigue is growing less and less. But then today, my body doesn't move as I knew it. So I just realized now, I won't realize it if I do overwork huh

I mean... If anything, lately I have been indulging myself in Genshin everyday after work and during day off... If anything, I feel like I rested too much during my time off lately... I went out to play with friends a lot too this month and next month...

I am growing a bit worried with the amount of "are you okay mentally? Don't push yourself" I have received on this week alone... They probably ask that to everyone, right? I hope so I didn't feel like I was stressed.. Sure there is many thinga to do, but I haven't feel like "I can't finish it" yet

[Faint Tune] [3/4] -- As always, making comic k1lled me _(´ཀ`」 ∠) but i guess... my love for them (toward comic and these charas...) bypassed my sanity 🤪

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[Faint Tune] [2/4] -- Finally finished it even though I still want to refine it, but hv to stop myself ackk cuz nuuuu the special program is so about coming!!

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So far playing Genshin... I think its fun. Somehow the experience feel so different compared to the impressions I saw in social media back then But then again, maybe it is because I am a very casual player. For my friend that is more of a gamer, they don't seem to enjoy it as much

So I have a friend who I thought...... Was in similar boat with me who like Scanex.... I thought we are both in similar drought of official merch. Where we don't have anything official we can oshikatsu with But no

Recently, I don't feel like finishing anything.... Not that I stop doing something but... I work on something... And even if it is 90% finished, I don't feel like finishing it, and ended up continuously hop onto other things Somehow I feel frustrated in the feeling of finishing something currently

I wail pointlessly about not drawing in internet because if I wail to my friend, they will ask me the ultimate question "how many days has it been since you last drew?" And I can only sheepishly answer "....2 days ago?"

Sometimes I felt like I forgot to do few things and felt bad about it to my co-workers But when I tell them sorry the next day, they then responded "Hmm? You have finished it all like always tho" Apparently, I did it even if I have no recollection of it. Guess I was too tired, or there was fairy!

In the end I bought another Scanex shirts. Since seems like climbing mountain with my friends may become a regular thing. I want to use it on activities that requires extra determination to complete. Now if anyone see someone wearing Scanex shirt in the mountain... It might be me...