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@noctisolleily.bsky.social

Just a little artist's diary She/her πŸŸ† 24 Art profile: β€ͺ@mintarin.bsky.social‬

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π•Έπ–Žπ–“π–™π–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Š π•Ήπ–”π–ˆπ–™π–Žπ–˜π–”π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–Žπ–‘π–ž@noctisolleily.bsky.social Β· last wk.

Hello, my dears! I have some good news. My uncle helped me with my loan debts, and I can finally relax and stop worrying 24/7. I still have to work hard every month to pay him back, but it's much better than dealing with creditors! My life is slowly getting back on track! πŸ’–

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π•Έπ–Žπ–“π–™π–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Š π•Ήπ–”π–ˆπ–™π–Žπ–˜π–”π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–Žπ–‘π–ž@noctisolleily.bsky.social Β· 3mo ago

You know, it’s so sad when you spend your whole life thinking that if you learn to draw really well, you’ll instantly become popular. But here I am β€” I’ve kinda learned how to draw, yet it turns out that being able to interact with an audience is much more important than drawing beautifully.

π•Έπ–Žπ–“π–™π–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Š π•Ήπ–”π–ˆπ–™π–Žπ–˜π–”π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–Žπ–‘π–ž@noctisolleily.bsky.social Β· 5mo ago

On the plus side: I had a nice birthday, I'm feeling a little better, and I'm working hard. On the downside: I've been sued for not paying back a loan. Oops... Looks like I'll have to work even harder. This year hasn't started off very kindly so far, but then again, I didn't expect anything else Ρ…)

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π•Έπ–Žπ–“π–™π–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Š π•Ήπ–”π–ˆπ–™π–Žπ–˜π–”π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–Žπ–‘π–ž@noctisolleily.bsky.social Β· 7mo ago

I spent the last few months in bed. Now I'm jumping around like a little goat, and my only regret is that there are only 24 hours in a day and that I need sleep and food. I suspect that I do have bipolar disorder or something similar, but right now I plan to make the most of my condition. I'm alive!

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π•Έπ–Žπ–“π–™π–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Š π•Ήπ–”π–ˆπ–™π–Žπ–˜π–”π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–Žπ–‘π–ž@noctisolleily.bsky.social Β· 9mo ago

Hello, dear ones I haven't written anything for a long time because something was going on inside me that I couldn't put into words. But now I can. I am completely exhausted. Emotionally, mentally, physically. My β€œbattery” is below zero, my anxiety has reached a critical point, and I've broken down.

π•Έπ–Žπ–“π–™π–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Š π•Ήπ–”π–ˆπ–™π–Žπ–˜π–”π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–Žπ–‘π–ž@noctisolleily.bsky.social Β· 10mo ago

My husband is feeling a bit better now and needs fewer painkillers, which is good πŸ’– But my mental health has taken a hit - too much stress has worsened my anxiety disorder. I’m focusing on resting and taking care of myself. As soon as I can, I plan to see my therapist and get medication.

π•Έπ–Žπ–“π–™π–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Š π•Ήπ–”π–ˆπ–™π–Žπ–˜π–”π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–Žπ–‘π–ž@noctisolleily.bsky.social Β· 11mo ago

I feel terrible asking for help again. I'm used to dealing with everything myself, but this year and its events have been just awful.

Mintarin ✨ ᴄᴏᴍᴍs α΄α΄˜α΄‡Ι΄@mintarin.bsky.social Β· 11mo ago

I don't know what to do... I'm desperate. My graphics tablet suddenly stopped working just as I sat down to work. My husband is still very ill and unable to work. I know I've already asked for help, but I really need help... again. I'm sorry.

π•Έπ–Žπ–“π–™π–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Š π•Ήπ–”π–ˆπ–™π–Žπ–˜π–”π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–Žπ–‘π–ž@noctisolleily.bsky.social Β· 11mo ago

To be honest, I feel very guilty about having to ask for help so often... But this dark period in my life is not ending.

Mintarin ✨ ᴄᴏᴍᴍs α΄α΄˜α΄‡Ι΄@mintarin.bsky.social Β· 11mo ago

Hi, dears :< My husband has serious health problems, and most of our money goes toward his treatment. I would be very grateful if you would support me I will be making more new YCHs in the near future, and you may be interested in chibi for $40 Cmm info: mintarin.carrd.co#p

π•Έπ–Žπ–“π–™π–†π–—π–Žπ–“π–Š π•Ήπ–”π–ˆπ–™π–Žπ–˜π–”π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–Žπ–‘π–ž@noctisolleily.bsky.social Β· 12mo ago

I'm trying to pay off all my debts for drawings as soon as possible, drawing 14 hours a day and drinking tons of cold coffee. I'm a little burnt out, but I feel really bad that I'm making my clients wait, so... work work work A piece of a sketch for a future full shading illustration πŸ’–

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