Noixid [COMMISSIONS closed 2/5]

@noixid.bsky.social

Freelance Artist. TCG/Danmaku/Fighting Game fan. Legally owns any and all dragons and cats. Any complaints can be filed directly in my trash- uh... complaint bin ❤️ @demoniospawn.bsky.social ❤️ Banner: @demoniospawn.bsky.social Pfp: @ascalonarts.bsky.social

I had gone almost a year without a cramp, maybe a full year even, and today my calf decided to cramp as I was going down a set of stairs... I am fine, thankfully, but I hurt my hands just a bit from stopping the fall. I will stream during the afternoon instead of right now.

I hate it here... My parents hired someone to help clean the house for a day (they are old and some stuff is hard for them, that part i understand) but they are both out and are paranoid about leaving her alone and keep asking me to go check that she's working and not stealing...

just as my week was getting better, some mf managed to clone my card, my bank notified me, blocked it, i changed all my security details, but i am now down some money because i use a debit account and i didn't have enough saved to trigger the automatic theft protection.

I wish I wasn't so insecure of my own abilities and paralyzed with fear of what my ADHD could ruin, so that I could find another job, one that could help me afford moving out. I don't want anything crazy, I want to not be mentally exhausted from arguing every time I leave the room to get some water.

I'm so fucking done man, my week was awful, decided to spend some time with a friend to cheer myself up, we then went to visit another friend to check up on him, we had a great Friday night together playing guitar hero and watching movies, we made ice cream and brownies from scratch.

I'm tired man... The combo of crippling ADHD and a mother that doesn't understand personal boundaries and respecting others' property is making me lose my mind. What do you mean you HAD to take MY trashcan to do your gardening because you couldn't find a better bucket? WE HAVE BUCKETS AND SPARES!!!

Sorry, life got in the way and I won't be able to stream today without being constantly interrupted. In a country that loves football (soccer) as much as Mexico does, even if I don't like it, with the world cup being today, everyone makes a huge fuss about it and I am forced into it against my will.