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@nolongernull.bsky.social

She/He/They Digital music composer. Professional silly.. Will be Vtuber,, Ren - Kita - Lushla — my Sonas I’m here to yap, and share some doodles.. welcome ♥️ I love fruity smoothies and cats 🤍Jack of all trades, Master of None. 🖤

I ain’t happy I’m feeling sad I got sunshine In a bag I’m useless But not for long The future Is coming on I ain’t happy I’m feeling sad I got sunshine In a bag I’m useless But not for long The future Is coming on It’s coming on It’s coming on

Emotional regulation is very strange, and I wonder if there’s more people out there like me I go from completely numb and unable to feel anything at all, to hyper laughing at things that aren’t even funny, that my tummy hurts from laughing, to crying over anything like crying over a meme or smthn

Imma start spamming this as a thread every time I do pose practice so I can force myself to spam this thread and do more pose practice get it cuz I need to practice more and spam means a lot of practice images and they won’t make themselves haha I need to practice more poses and perspectives cuz I

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I need everyone to save this image of Vesper drawn by kerbeyoshu to ur device I need everyone who’s looking forward to my series to keep this for emergencies (as in spam when u like the shit I’m writing) PLEEEEEAAAASSEEEE I’LL DIE AND SCREAM

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IM SO EXCITED ABOUT MY OCS IM SO EXCITED ABOUT MY OCS I FUCKING LOVE MY LORE SHIT ITS FAR FROM PERFECT BUT ITS HONEST WORK AND ITS PROGRESSING I SEE ART OF IT AND I LOSE MY SHIT AND SCREAM AND EXPLODE WEEEHEHEHHEHEHEEE

IM DEFEATING DEPRESSION it’s an endless cycle, I know many ppl struggle with this so Always know when you enter that state, you’ll always get out of it Sure you’ll go back to it in time but you’ll keep getting out of it in time too It’s always a matter of time Be patient with yourself

No I’m not going back to twitter I just think it’s dumb to waste my account when I can still use it for announcements of official stuff as long as I manage it with my number side I’m chilling here tbh

I was only 8 years old when I discovered this and then it shut down soon after back in 2011 I could barely read, and write in English. I still won’t forget how cool it looked to me, dude

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