Patrick

@noxton.bsky.social

Patrick | 26 | Gay (MLM) | Any Prns | 2D and 3D Artist | 18+ only | Proship DNI 🚫 | @Lukkisocks 🖤🩷 https://toyhou.se/Noxton

Been seeing a lot of people headcanon Yellow from Deltarune as having moral OCD and yeah, I can see some parallels to my own experiences. Definitely feel the excessive self-punishment for things people tell me “aren’t a big deal”, and just in general struggling with doing justice “the right way”.

Been so depressed for like 3-4 years straight that I’m having a ton of health issues that I just don’t care to look into anymore bc what’s the point if I want to die anyway

A friend came to me concerned for my wellbeing because of my self-destructive coping methods. One of these was self-inserting myself into incredibly toxic fictional relationships and trying to ‘fix’ the abusive person. Gee wonder what that sounds like.

‘You’re transphobic if you refer to Jax with he/him’ okay but Gooseworx literally doesn’t care about Jax’s pronouns and have we considered that transfems / transwomen can use he/him pronouns or are you all still stuck in a little boring binary box?

oh yeah, in terms of good news- I haven't seen anyone talking about this??? In short- worst case scenario of 4C warming by 2100 is no longer possible, new worst-case is 2.8C now DOES NOT MEAN we just relax- the only way we got here is through hard work- but it means THE HARD WORK IS WORKING

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>"things you NEED to know about artfight" >"how YOU need to PREPARE for artfight NOW" >"UNIQUE artfight attack ideas" >"how to draw FASTER for artfight" omfg yall make me lightheaded. JUST DRAW!!!!!! HAVE FUN!!!! stop making an event about surprising someone with a png about min-maxxing‼️‼️

Hi! I’m Patrick. I’m a 2D / 3D artist 🦈 I make low-poly VRC avatars! I’m super OC-centric so if that’s something you like you’ve come to the right place!

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Nothing is more depressing than watching young artists give other young artists advice like “only use one colour palette in everything you do to have a more recognizable brand” and “draw everything with a target audience in mind”

Every time I doubt myself as a system I remember that I was diagnosed with a dissociative disorder + severe OCD years ago. Even if I didn’t realise I had alters back then, it all makes sense now. I fall into the trap of portraying myself the way others want to see me.