Sho Sho

@nsfwsho.bsky.social

29 FTM- A hermit writer and artist. I write mostly KiriBaku, working on more Rare Pair ships. Age in Bio or you will be BLOCKED⚙️ be warn I write Angst. A lot.

Sorry for the prolonged update for Sometimes I Wish You Knew, my mental health wasn’t great and my job was working me like a dog—just to promote me. So things have been rough IRL, but I have majority of the chapter done. I’m trying to post this weekend.

I’m getting that itch to write something else. Sometimes I Wish You Knew is almost done but I am glad my brain is already like “you know what would be really good eats? Some Katsuki Keigo flavoring” If you liked What About Now—be prepared for what I have planned next. 😀✌🏻

Chapter 10 will be up tonight. Did it take me 2 weeks and over 50K words just to get this chapter where the hell I wanted it? Yes. Yes it did. And I hope you are ready for this 20K beast 😩🎉

Right so I absolutely cannot stand how much I hate chapter 10 right now. It will be up soon probably by the end of this week. The story is not abandoned. I just am trying to get the pacing right. I’m too much of a perfectionist to let this chapter be seen just yet lol

Sorry to do this again, but I’m unhappy with Chapter 10👺 Trust me it will be up TOMORROW. I might also need to just make Sunday my post day because giving me until Saturday isn’t enough time with how my schedule has been. It’s coming though. And woooowie.

Current me to past me: Why the fuck did you plant TWO heavy scenes in the same fucking next chapter?! Past me: 🤷🏻‍♂️ Sounded fun in the moment. The next chapter is already hitting 9K and I have 2 massive beats, and 2 transitions remaining.😃 Prepare for an extra long chapter. Like… 20k maybe longer

Question—Do yall want the playlist for Sometimes I Wish You Knew? I was planning to offer it when the story was done—which is why I place the songs in the Author Notes but… Idk thought I would ask.

I love reminding myself of the whole layout for Sometimes I Wish You Knew. I know it inside and out, but that doesn’t make writing it any less difficult. I am constantly criticizing by execution because I’m a protectionist—be warned. Yall aint seen nothing yet😜😭 This is gonna hurt so much. 😈 😭🔫

Alright yall, Chapter 8 is ready BUT I’m letting my betas read over it just to be safe. Then it will be up later today. Let me tell you, being in the ABA field is rough as hell. But this story is literally my goddamn lifeline. Thank you for your patience.

Heeeey—so my work and the universe has not been kind to me this past week. In fact my work load kind of doubled. I am trying to get Chapter 8 out, but I do need more time with it. No update today. Please look forward to it on Friday/Saturday. Thank you.

Chapter 7 for Sometimes I Wish You Knew should be up by at least eight or 9 o’clock tonight Pacific standard time. I am just polishing the last 7K. It’s already reading pretty great. I just want it to be cleaner! This is a big one. 17-18K. But its SO FUCKING GOOD👏🏻😭💙

I told myself when I started writing Sometimes I Wish You Knew I wasn’t going to read the comments but I am so glad I didn’t listen. My favorite comment so far is actually my favorite out of ALL my stories across the board. I got the coveted comment being compared to a Greek Tragedy 👏🏻😭

Hey—I might need to push back tomorrow’s update to Thursday. I have been editing it and I am just… ITS A LONG ASS CHAPTER. I had a really bad last week with work and I want this to hit the way its supposed to which is making the chapter longer. I’ll be lucky if its not 20K. Sorry! 💙

Sometimes my brain is just… Too Big. How is my master doc for Sometimes I Wish You Knew already hitting 65K and barely at Chapter 8 😭 Anyway its polishing day for chapter 5! So excited for Wednesday’s update!!!

Not me writing my damn Kacchako story and thinking “hmm what if it isn’t a Kacchako story? What if—“ BRAIN IF YOU COULD PLEASE FOCUS ON THE PLOT OUTLINE 😭😂 Not me trying to change the goddamn plot

Man. I have edited one scene in chapter 4 about 6 times to nail it and by god if yall reading Sometimes I Wish You Knew do not appreciate it 😂😭 *throws keyboard*😂😂😂 Nah, Im sure yall are gonna eat it the fuck up😈😂

I realized something last night that is heavy. However, I think I needed to look at who the person I was and who I am now. I am a survivor. Once I finish Sometimes I Wish You Knew… I will be going back and finishing Omega Fee Fi Fo Fum. Its not an option. Its vital I finish it.

I love and hate when my brain takes in my writing, looks at the chain of events and says “scrap all 20K you have writing for chapter 4 to 6. This isn’t hitting how it should.” Chapter 4 and Chapter 5 are gonna have yall screaming now with me hopefully😭💙

So—Update day is tomorrow but I realized I messed up a part of Chapter 2. Specifically Eijirou’s lines in “The Mall Scene”. I corrected/edited the chapter. Short hand: Eijirou is NOT anti marriage and thats how I made him sound. He’s just a man with anxiety and I’m glad I caught that.