Nui ✨️
@nuibella.bsky.social
28 / mba / cybersec sales engineer / celiac / diagnosed auDHD / heart on my sleeve / zdfam / taken & open 💜 https://linktr.ee/nuii_ad
I miss beep every day of my life and the fact I couldnt even say goodbye was emotional abuse and manipulation in it of itself. I miss u buddy. I miss showering with beep so much . He was my best friend. I spent so much time with him at home.
I truly am so attractive when I have a man that build up with me 🥺🥺🥺 I feel like i genuinely look and feel so much happier with
My boyfriend so handsome we went on hike with friend and I go to griz now after helping him move this weekend :3 !!
September 25 2024 I was incapcitated in the ER after trying to OD and poison myself because I was trapped in an abusive marriage. Suicide Prevention Month requires to also be aware of domestic violence, I did not see another way out of the abuse besides suicide. I am thankful I am here still.
I have a partner 🤩🤩 im so infatuated and so happy they like me for me and so many green flags so far imho :)) even told family about me hehe 🥰🥰
The woman I was 2 years ago would be so proud where I am at now. I remember crying, so anxious, not even able to do the sand dunes NP, I couldnt even do star dune. I was so anxious & crying with the people I surrounded myself with. Now I can do anything. its surreal how your environment impacts you
Very thankful to snag Dune part 3 imax 70 mm tickets on opening night. I cant believe i did that 🙂↕️
I got this ear tattoo to commemorate my conundrum hot spring trip. 🥰 I am so proud to do 19 miles and backpack it. I am becoming everything people thought I never could accomplish. I remember even 2 years ago, being made fun of about my hiking performance. Now im stronger.
Im so excited to have romantic time at Rufus du Sol and Ben Bohmer, 🥹💞🫶 Kicking my feet so happy and excited yayayay the fact someone would want to even buy a ticket with me makes me so so so happy. It means a lot to me when someone is willing to go to something so important for me 🥺🥹!!!
Saw Interpol this past week. Reflecting on how much better my life is when a partner does not inflict coercive control over me 24/7. Its crazy how calm my brain is now and not nearly as anxious. Im like 95% sure the celiac was triggered from being in an abusive relationship. Bittersweet.
Definitely have a type im starting to realize. Really hot how i can be picked up with one arm and carried to bed to be ravaged 🫠🫠
Refresh on my hair. Just generally looking hot. I love myself and how far ive come
Pondering late at night that I always get compliments on how I look by strangers, dates, even colleagues. It means a lot more to me when someone is intentional, about how kind, smart, funny, thoughtful i am, or talented. People dont think im into them because I dont compliment appearances,
I feel lowkey top of the world. Had dinner made for me and cuddles and I can't ask for anything more. It makes me so happy that someone gives me scratchies all the time without begging for it.
No makeup, I feel like my skincare has gotten so much better recently.
Impromptu "trip" in multiple definitions of Rocky Mountain National Park
This night was crazy. I feel so inspired watching ppl practice spinning fire 🥹
Epic dinner for my date and the sex was pretty epic afterwards 🤤🤤
Thinking about hot date... ayce sushi and hiking trail petting 😇😋...