you're dead and everything is worse now.

It’s not good poisoning because someone who got the exact same thing as me is okay

What if this isn’t food poisoning and I’m sick again 🧍🏻‍♀️ how the hell am I gonna get my professors to believe that I conveniently got a stomach virus right as I’m supposed to come back to school after my grandfather’s death especially when one was like “I need documentation for his death”

Sure what’s two more times. Again it’s not like I have a flight in the morning

nxptvne | selmo truther | NashPHIL@nxptvne.bsky.social · 9h ago

Threw up twice and I’m shaking like all over I’m so scared I’ll have to throw up again can I not catch a break it hasn’t even been a week since my grandfather died

Sure man what’s another time. It’s not like I have a flight out in the morning or anything

nxptvne | selmo truther | NashPHIL@nxptvne.bsky.social · 9h ago

Threw up twice and I’m shaking like all over I’m so scared I’ll have to throw up again can I not catch a break it hasn’t even been a week since my grandfather died

Guy with emetophobia who has food poisoning (it’s me. I’m guy with emetophobia who has food poisoning.)

superman and hannah montana have kinda the same thing going on

Also to anyone sending me well wishes and love I appreciate and love all of you I just am taking a bit to reply <3

I’m going to have such a special appreciation for the light behind your eyes now. It was in fact after he died LITERALLY AS I WAS AT THE FUNERAL HOME VIEWING HIS BODY AND SAYING MY FINAL GOODBYE (he was cremated). The song is about saying goodbye to those you love. Like. Wow.

nxptvne | selmo truther | NashPHIL@nxptvne.bsky.social · 5d ago

I just found out MCR played the light behind your eyes for the first time last night. The night my grandfather died. Fuck.

Grief is so much more exhausting once you’re an adult because you’re expected to know things and you have to handle things and be able to help others grieve. I’ve been sleeping in the bed with my grandma on my grandpa’s side so she isn’t so lonely. It’s comforting but also saddening. I remember

22 wasn’t supposed to be bad I’m not even two months in and I’m experiencing true full grief which I haven’t experienced since I was a younger teen and it’s so much worse this time because I am older

I just found out MCR played the light behind your eyes for the first time last night. The night my grandfather died. Fuck.

Idek if I’m going to louder than life anymore my grandfather just died and I’m staying down here until the funeral and idk if I’ll even have the energy to go but idk

I can’t wait to talk to my sports psych professor about the LSU game

I’d forgotten what it was like to not feel like you were going to throw up for the entirety of your team’s football game.

LETS GOOOOO

This is shameful discriminatory and misogynistic reporting. People aren’t choosing disability to be “cool”. Young women don’t have to “prove” to you that they’re sick. Disability rates are skyrocketing because we’ve left a disabling virus rip through the population for over 6 years.

I had my doubts about Sam Leavitt but I think we’re gonna be okay

LFGGGG!!! GEAUX TIGERS!!

NICE TOUCHDOWN

Game finally about to start damn that was a long delay

parents should need a degree and license in every subject required in a public education to homeschool their children

LSU game delayed…

this really got me

It’s hot as hell on this damn plane I regret wearing pants I’m so sweaty ugh

My favorite aunt is picking us up from the airport I hope my favorite little cousin is going to be with her 🙏 I miss my girl

Dude sitting next to me is an LSU fan and I told him “oh thank god another LSU fan” and we chatted about the game for a second It’s funny because we’re going to Louisiana lmao

On the plane using plane wifi taking off rn the plane is moving on the runway

Everything is IvanTill for those with eyes to see