I wish I had something to show for instead of just begging for financial help but alas work and life outside of work has been pretty miserable. I've been undergoing some serious anhedonia and my drive to draw anything (besides stupid throwaway doodles) is at an all time low. I'm trying to recuperate

Hello, I figured I'd boost this one more time. I just need another $450 to help cover my slice of bills for the month. Any and all help would really be appreciated!

Ktullanyx@ktullanyx.bsky.social · 2w ago

I hate to be in that sort of position /again/ but since I've been out of work for an entire week due to severe illness, and I don't get many working hours to begin with, I'm forced to ask if you guys can help me out a bit. I really appreciate it and I deeply apologize. ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

The paycheck I received last Friday was incredibly meager no thanks to the previously mentioned illness that hospitalized me and put me out of work for a while. I could really use some help accumulating funds to pay for my half of rent and utilities. I'm really sorry I'm resorting to begging again.

Ktullanyx@ktullanyx.bsky.social · 2w ago

I hate to be in that sort of position /again/ but since I've been out of work for an entire week due to severe illness, and I don't get many working hours to begin with, I'm forced to ask if you guys can help me out a bit. I really appreciate it and I deeply apologize. ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

Almost lost my job today due to my health conditions being a liability. My boss was generous enough to give me a second chance but I am at incredibly low morale right now given that my physical conditions are not exactly ones that I can dissolve of so easily... Any help would be appreciated. 😭

Ktullanyx@ktullanyx.bsky.social · 2w ago

I hate to be in that sort of position /again/ but since I've been out of work for an entire week due to severe illness, and I don't get many working hours to begin with, I'm forced to ask if you guys can help me out a bit. I really appreciate it and I deeply apologize. ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

Sorry for the massive halt of activity for over a month now. If you follow my sfw/personal account here on bsky then you'd definitely be more in-the-know of what's been going on. I'm currently still in training for my new job so I may be absent for a bit longer until I get my bearings together.

With three ER trips and two painful menstrual cycles this month I don't think I can endure much more suffering. 😞

If you're interested in helping me out, I'd greatly appreciate it. I don't know if I'm capable of giving much in return, I still wanna do something special for Vore Day if possible, but I will be hopefully starting my new job soon so I'm not 100% certain I will be available. ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

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God I miss being able to eat food and not have to worry about it coming back up. I think I dropped nearly 15lbs this month alone. 😭

Bweh, I'm so sorry for not being around lately, I've been puking my guts out like every day for the past week or so. Food and liquids have not been kept down very well and I'm struggling to even draw because I'm so physically weak.

I took some ~embarrassing~ photos of myself exposing my tummy in various outfits, should I offer them for a small fee? 😏

My birthday is in a month from today. I should probably make something for it... 🤔

Been paranoid just eating food lately because I don't wanna throw up any more...

Unfortunately, I'm in another financial pickle immediately after getting my bills taken care of. I just got back from the hospital and was diagnosed with viral gastroenteritis. Alas, because I am unemployed and therefore uninsured, my hospital visit totals up to $1,283... 🫠 ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

Tired of being a doormat 🫠

Hi hi, I have rent and utilities due tomorrow and need some help getting those squared away. If you are interested in commissioning me, please fill out my form below. If you just want to donate, please use my ko-fi link! Thank you! forms.gle/eC23FLN3e3YR... ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

You have to be nice to me today because my uterus and my brain are kicking me while I'm down.

Sorry I ramble about the dumbest shit sometimes, I don't know how to process my thoughts cohesively and consistently. I tend to go off into tangents and side-stories or analogies and it probably gets kinda grating reading a long-winded post thread from me. Where's the art, Nyx?! Post some art!! AAAA

I'm weirdly defensive about where I'm from or where I live. Like, I get that I don't live in a relatively great place in terms of cost of living, political mindset, or even natural disasters, but I don't appreciate it when people not from here have the gall to insinuate everyone from here sucks ass.

Got some weird pain in the left side of my chest that I can feel front and back... what did I do?

Hmm... gregnante... 🤰

Sorry, I ended my stream early because I got nervous... I felt like I wasn't being interesting or engaging enough... 😞

I realize that whenever I stream I don't really talk like I say I do... I'm not much of a yapper unless prompted to. I need people to talk TO me in order to yap. 😭

Sadly, I'm low on funds because I got laid off from my job last month. I need approximately $1200 total for my half of rent, water, and electricity, then I need to cover my car insurance and an upcoming psychiatry appointment. My commissions are always open, as well as my ko-fi. ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

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Super funny whenever I have to shut someone down as politely as possible for overstepping and they just don't say anything ever again. I'm not scary and you're not in trouble, just have some manners...

Love putting lots of effort and detail into a piece of artwork when it wasn't necessary because I want to do better with rendering and anatomy, then trying to share it among my fellow artist peers in hopes to get some kind of feedback only for it to get ignored because I'm not part of their clique

Sometimes a nice nap can temporarily stave off the bad feelings. I desperately needed that I think.

Been riddled with intense anxiety all day and I think it's because I highly dislike it when people assume things about me. 🫠

Feeling melancholy. Saw some of my friends names in the credits when I rewatched TADC finale and while I'm very happy for them to have contributed to such a successful indie animated series, I can't help but compare myself and question why I have never been contacted to work on projects before...

A follower from China on TwXtter called me 大佬 which means "big shot" in Chinese 😭😭😭

Getting real ornery again about people who make showing off their OC(s) their entire personality. There's being proud of yourself and keeping it to relevant conversation, and then there's obnoxious "everyone look at me" behavior that really puts me off. Stop forcing it, get attention somewhere else.