i havent had much to say recently but man i have cried so much over rent prices and finding any place cheap WITHOUT bugs and mice omg. i need a clean place for my baby, enough space to not go insane and cheap enough to live and its impossible to find

baby had a doctors appointment today and got a few shots- she's 99th for height again! smth like 70th for weight which is so good!! shes going to her grandparents tomorrow for a week which i am anxious but excited for :)

had a relatively good evening at least :) trying to draw hank and dean as well bcuz i like their designs but having a bit of trouble

been on shift for 11+ hours today (solo parenting) and im so tired. being a sah parent is like going to your job and being told youre no longer being paid and you cant technically close the shop doors cuz someone may come in. also you live there now

baby does not let me change her without her trying to flip off the changing table ToT that belt does not contain her

i saw a psa on csa earlier and its still in my brain. it shook me so hard i immediately began full body sobbing it was so well done. nobody but someone who went through it will ever understand just how life-ruining it is. proud to be a survivor every day and pushing through when it feels impossible

ughhhh i got barely any sleep- my baby kept waking up and like fake crying?? it was so odd and now shes at it again 🥲

i think ive rambled enough for one night/early morning. i think this will help my feeling of isolation though; even if im shouting thoughts to my phone in that very same house :)

"im normal about xyz" said genuinely rings alarm bells JUST like "im a nice guy". like why are you telling me- am i not going to think that without you railroading? i trust a forthcoming kinky weirdo 500x more than a "normal" fan of whatever media. just be a freak its ok. you cant get an A in normal

i have a lot on my mind tonight and in general i suppose; struggling with burnout unlike ive ever experienced due to my baby and trying to remember who exactly i am cuz all i do is take care of her and the house these days. i understand being a parent to her and her needs of course come first+

idk some doodles from yesterday that ive been messing with as well :) when i say theyre in my head i mean it

actually who says i cant just ramble on the internet why do i feel the need to contribute constantly? heres cecil from invincible he drives me up the WALL hes so incredibly attractive to me. his strict moral code, his voice and his attitude?? S tier babygirl

figured i need to dump thoughts somewhere and i dont keep a journal well/consistently so i might as well ramble here!! Nyway i am so burnt out its crazy.. at least dr venture will save me if i fixate hard enough right

hi guys! :D