this fucking place is draining my soul. weekdays are hell right now

i gotta draw porn again

i need to stop trying at work bc all it gets me is being treated like a toddler despite being consistent and reliable. why is there zero fucking trust. so incredibly irritating

i’m so severely pissed off and i can’t let it go. i do not possess that skill. i will ruminate until the end baby!!!

i’m gonna rant here bc this account is my throwaway account

fem ren hana again #boyfriendtodeath #ykmet #renhana

i wanna try weed for a second time and then have my bf give me lots of attention

princess of feeling guilty for having adult thoughts

people lobbying to build data centers should kill themselves by drowning to compensate for wanting to ruin the water like that in the first place. ATONE!!!!

how to explain to people that when they talk about using generative ai it makes me want to kill them

wanna update my horrible depraved fanfiction bc a single commenter said they were excited to see updates even tho initially i never planned to continue it lol

i think one of my fics either really just sucks or is way too avant garde and idk which is worse

am i unforgivably ugly or am i just abt to start my period hmm

i need the song to fuck meee i love music wah

📍ollie’s pinned post .ᐟ ──── ୨୧ ──── 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ abt me .ᐟ - i’m 22 - taken!! (monogamous and very serious)! - i post nsfw art (and textposts, nothing of myself!) - absolutely no minors whatsoever!!! - feel free to like / repost to be moots! ──── ୨୧ ──── #promosky

i saw this post today and it’s so me bc i think abt that every time this happens. like it is not fun idk how it’s a thing 😭😭😭

okay no seriously why is there sm porn hello

so much porn on my main account’s tl right now and idk why

my tumblr is fun bc i forget the crazy shit i post until it randomly gets a note months later

the agony in my cock consumed me

i love my bf i love my bf i love my bf i love my bf i love my bf i love my bf i love himmmmm

i didn’t draw porn yay

it is so crazy how sometimes i really do just get weird bc of my period. like that’s so cliche and stereotypical of me. last night i was just feeling inexplicable doom and despair and this morning it started like magic lmfao

lookmaxxing shit pisses me OFFFF like if you are a person who is so deeply broken that u can’t accept that people live normal and happy lives without thinking about that shit, literally isolate yourself from society and never interact with anyone until you’re willing to get help.

bluesky logged me out here and i was lowkey just too lazy to log in again hii

ed tw i need to stop thinking about my old pics from when i was actively disordered bc every time i look at them (which is too often) i get jealous of my former self even though i remember how fucking miserable i was and how my hair literally didn’t grow any more and how i had no life

strade ykmet

next i’ll draw her biting it off

i’m gonna draw something

context: the reason a lot of women may gravitate towards darker fantasies is because it is a coping strategy to deal with victimization they’ve already experienced or have been taught to expect. it’s a way of gaining control over the uncontrollable. (1/2)