Dumb stuff to play with: Stainless steel cock cage. I'm gonna be in this dumb thing for at least another 24 hours.
OtherJackal
@otherjackal.bsky.social
After-Dark(ish) alt account for more personal random thoughts and TMI-ish stuff. The deeper feels. Main: @smackjackal.bsky.social
I continue to fail to use this account as much as maybe I should. Maybe this just isn't me any more?
For a long time I had a really heavy steel ball helmet in my gear collection but it never really got used so I gifted it to a friend. I really kinda wish I still had it.
Permanently Absorbed by Sol@blanktoy.bsky.social · 3mo agoThis is why we don't talk back. You must understand why I made sure you can't speak - you'd just make it even worse for yourself! 49 days should do. Got some unlucky rolls, huh? You'll be a new gimp once you're out of this gear... when I'll stuff you in more gear. It can't possibly be worse, right?
Mmm. I really need to get into the habit of commissioning art again.
Permanently Absorbed by Sol@blanktoy.bsky.social · 3mo agoThis is why we don't talk back. You must understand why I made sure you can't speak - you'd just make it even worse for yourself! 49 days should do. Got some unlucky rolls, huh? You'll be a new gimp once you're out of this gear... when I'll stuff you in more gear. It can't possibly be worse, right?
Sometimes you see a thing that sticks in your head why harder than maybe it should.
⛓Bound Dev Boi 🔞💦@bounddev.bsky.social · 4mo agoIf ballhoods aren't your thing i also have a nice welded metal hood :3
Squeaking up for the first time in over a year. I’ve missed this.
So far this year, my motivation to do things outside of work has been relatively low. I've been in a funk of circular thoughts since January 17th, when a good friend unloaded on me, explaining why they'd kicked me to the curb without so much as a word or warning.
Ive been in my own head a lot this week, starting to crawl out the other side finally. It has been a struggle to regain positivity after eating shit so hard on Sunday.
Been in a pretty negative headspace the past few days, feeling like I should just skip FC again this year. Feeling like I don’t belong, am not wanted, and would be an awkward presence for some individuals to be there at all.
A recent convo helped me sum up my feelings on kink: I’m a gear and rubber fetishist (switch) with a kink for restraint and sensory deprivation, but I have little interest in “BDSM.” I've been meaning to share this, so here it is...
It's been a touch over nine months since I thinned out my gear collection. What I kept got packed away. Lately thinking I should shuffle the rest of it off into the trash.
Canine Disaster Area@smackjackal.bsky.social · 2y agoWell…that’s tonight’s adventure in minimizing and organizing done.
Woke up in a regrettably resentful mood this morning, a feeling that I need to unpack and sort through. Like a mystery box, there's a lot of stuff in there that may or may not be valid on analysis.
Something I’ve been trying to experience for years but has somehow always fallen through when close to the opportunity: A vac bed.
I have this account for AD stuff. I really should use it.
I realized, this morning, that don't post much to this account. My head hasn't been in this game for a while, to be honest. Being single and not into hookups seems to be murder for staying actively interested in kink/fetish. Pretty sure that being ACE/Demi isn't doing me any favors, either.
