Otter

@otterchu.bsky.social

38/♎️/💍 Freddie Mercury impersonator 🎤, resident Gratuitous Sax fan ✨, wrasslin' enthusiast 💪, Cthulhu cultist 🐙, Vulcan 🖖 Ask me about Tony Shalhoub. Known as churippu/chulipart on other sites. 🌷

I hate myself so much. I don’t think I’ll ever get out of this spiral, ever. It’s been years now. Going to a family reunion didn’t help either because it made me realize how entirely fucked we are and then coming back to MO made it so much worse. I don’t want to die, but I do wish I didn’t exist.

Hate that I can’t feel nothing but guilt for still going to Weird Al tonight despite trying to talk myself through it. We bought the tickets months ago when we had no idea what our situation would be like. It’s hard to feel excited about anything rn though because of everything going on.

Thanks to everyone who has donated so far I have been able to get out of the negative on one card. I still have one more negative balance to pay off, plus we now have limited funds until we get paid again in two weeks.

We have hit some hard times financially after some unexpected expenses went through on a few accounts. Please help out by commissioning me! For a short time I will be doing these NYOP commissions (min. $20, please) I also have $10 simple sketches available (these are quick to get out!)

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We have hit some hard times financially after some unexpected expenses went through on a few accounts. Please help out by commissioning me! For a short time I will be doing these NYOP commissions (min. $20, please) I also have $10 simple sketches available (these are quick to get out!)

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A mutual of mine commissioned me to draw her earliest OC. I had so much fun bringing this character to life. It brings me so much joy being able to draw people’s OC’s since I don’t have many of my own to draw!

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Literally going crazy that I hadn’t seen the movie “Vibes” until tonight 😭 Firstly, Jeff Goldblum and Cyndi Lauper?! Secondly…PETER FALK?!!! During the opening credits I literally screamed when I saw his name (in turn scaring my cat.)

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The issue of Animerica that made me realize I was with my soulmate. James bought this back in the day and it was one issue I missed. I thought my Hamtaro fan art never made it to the magazine because my local book store never got this issue!

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I used to love rainy weather, in fact I literally was only happy when it rained. Now as a chronic migraine sufferer that has them triggered by weather…I’m just sad all the time now.

James reminded me that over the years my cosplay themes have been bunny person or green person. So next cosplay obviously needs to be Bucky O’ Hare.