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Pagi

@pagistar.bsky.social

25, bird enjoyer and occasional worldbuilder (my projects are all unfinished for tax reasons) pfp by finbeard, bg by babanasaur

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Ray @rayyy.bsky.social · yesterday

Mysterious girl

Anthropomorphic Wolverine in combat gear holding rifle. Her eyes are blacked out

Dakosaurus @ragiakusaurus.bsky.social · 6d ago

cathartic

reference sheet of an anthropomorphic dakotaraptor oc with a red coat and a fiesty expression

I don't know just how many people actually take the time to read these. But you are. Through the screen our eyes meet and my thoughts go to you, how you interpret them is up to you. I like to hope they feel like a hug redeeming your time. Though our time here is but fleeting and could end at any point you choose- I can only keep writing and wonder if someone somewhere would read everything.

For so long i felt the need to forget my very identity. Close off all the doors that would lead to meet who I am as a person. I didn't care about that person, neither did I expect people to- less so enough to endure me through all the time until what remained of me came out

Often I still wonder what if I didn't open up at all. Would it have spared me all the struggles and tears I let out? Would I be empty and alone or just a hermit that found her peace in living with nobody?

I have no answer. what I've done is done and all thats left is to keep walking that road and see where it leads. It's all I can do, and wanna do

Though the higher I go the more it hurts to fall. So much has been stored inside me and ignored for so long, so much is bursting from inside me outwards

So much rougness on the outside, cracked and now something so soft is poking out that it could waste away at any moment if you touched it

I am afraid, because I didn't understand the idea of wanting something so badly you felt a drive that keeps you living, because you want it. Until recently my only wish was to play the games I watched in youtube as a child, then I told myself I wouldve been satisfied. But since then I met people, I wanna see them, I wanna love them and give them all of me because quite honestly I wouldn't be here if they didn't, indirectly, give me a purpose. And I'm furious, because my desire to fulfill it that purpose is so overwhelmingly strong, but I'm incapable of doing so many things because of circumstances I had no choice in. And I'm fighting them with the same anger. For them I want to fix what I neglected or pretended was no issue. For them I want to live.

I am afraid because I still don't know what my emotions are. I don't understand them. I can't control them and I'm horrified that I would make me hurt these fantastic people

I am sad because I hurt people and still am.

I feel comfortable sharing these thoughts with you because i know if you've read this far, you must really care. And you make me happy. i learned once that not everything has to be exciting or loud. Giving attention to the boring or quiet moments can be a beautiful way of declaring their importance.

I think these thoughts every morning and night. And they are worthy of sharing because they make me. As does Daciana, she's the result of these thoughts and my desires. It's silly and corny but you are staring at the purest form of me. Who craddles my emotions and pains, my desires and dreams.

Virensere @virensere.bsky.social · 2w ago

August Patreon art for Nolsn! :) Had fun playing with the shapelyness, will do more somehow at some point! https://www.patreon.com/virensere

Digital art of an abstractly depicted corvid shapeshifter, implied in being some sort of intense change

Pagi @pagistar.bsky.social · 3w ago

Trying not to miss too many days despite the afflictions, so here's a quick WIP sketch of a Keiñuan Serpentine Spacer apartment Day 9 - Space Station #sst26 #sst2026 #Spaceshiptember

Pagi@pagistar.bsky.social · 3w ago

A Megafilament overseeing the disassembly of a delectable iron rich world Day 7 - Mining #sst26 #sst2026 #Spaceshiptember

Pagi @pagistar.bsky.social · 3w ago

A Megafilament overseeing the disassembly of a delectable iron rich world Day 7 - Mining #sst26 #sst2026 #Spaceshiptember

Pagi@pagistar.bsky.social · 3w ago

Loading screen text voice: Strong nuclear matter armour was invented to protect the worms under your skin Day 5 - Probe/Drone #sst26 #sst2026 #Spaceshiptember

Virensere @virensere.bsky.social · 3w ago

August Patreon Art reward for @illicocorvum.bsky.social ! https://www.patreon.com/virensere

digital art of an anthro bearded vulture standing in an abstract sphere of fire, glowing chains wrapped around him.

Pagi @pagistar.bsky.social · 3w ago

Loading screen text voice: Strong nuclear matter armour was invented to protect the worms under your skin Day 5 - Probe/Drone #sst26 #sst2026 #Spaceshiptember

Pagi@pagistar.bsky.social · 3w ago

Goofin' off Day 3 - Winged #sst26 #sst2026 #Spaceshiptember

Pagi @pagistar.bsky.social · 3w ago

Goofin' off Day 3 - Winged #sst26 #sst2026 #Spaceshiptember

Pagi@pagistar.bsky.social · 4w ago

Attention: The {356B4.5.1B} service to [The Metropol] is now departing. Calling at: [The Metropol] only. For your own safety, please remain in orbit outside of the yellow zone. Day 2 - Freighter #sst26 #sst2026 #Spaceshiptember

Pagi @pagistar.bsky.social · 4w ago

A simple, blocky freighter vessel floats before an Imperium 'train', a gargantuan carrier spaceship. Both are orbiting a gas giant

Pagi@pagistar.bsky.social · 4w ago

Using this as an excuse to do some digital sketches of various Keiñuan ships Day 1 - Fighter #sst26 #sst2026 #Spaceshiptember

Pagi @pagistar.bsky.social · 4w ago

Using this as an excuse to do some digital sketches of various Keiñuan ships Day 1 - Fighter #sst26 #sst2026 #Spaceshiptember

A flat, side-on drawing of a small space warship with glowing dusty plasma radiators

Spaceshiptember@spaceshiptember.bsky.social · last mo.

The prompts for the year! I wanted to keep it low-surprise, with some new ideas, and I'm excited to see how you interpret them. #Spaceshiptember #SST #SST26

Day 1. Fighter
Day 2. Freighter
Day 3. Winged
Day 4. Experimental
Day 5. Probe/Drone
Day 6. Curved
Day 7. Mining
Day 8. Red
Day 9. Space Station
Day 10. Creative Freedom #1
Day 11. Dropship
Day 12. Slender/Thin
Day 13. Carrier
Day 14. Asymmetry
Day 15. Luxurious
Day 16. Green
Day 17. Variant
Day 18. Angular
Day 19. Armored
Day 20. Creative Freedom #2
Day 21. Organic
Day 22. Huge
Day 23. Ruins
Day 24. Blue
Day 25. Missiles!
Day 26. Scanners!
Day 27. Guns!
Day 28. Repair!
Day 29. Lasers!
Day 30. Homage

Virensere @virensere.bsky.social · 2mo ago

Drawings of 3 types of Keinuan sub species for Pagi! Bit of exploration of the designs. Love freaky lil big birdies <3

Digital art of 4 fullbodies / 3 different Keinuan subspecies. They are bird like species

Virensere @virensere.bsky.social · 2mo ago

More Alice! This time mid hunt >:) Patreon art for @hexaitos.com ! Get yours over on my Patreon! https://www.patreon.com/virensere

Digital painting of a velociraptor character's portrait of it mouth open going for something off camera

BIRBLYFE @aaland.co · 2mo ago

Commission for @montepremi.bsky.social Pencil, alcohol marker, & pen

Dakosaurus @ragiakusaurus.bsky.social · 3mo ago

dino? can i offer you a dino?

Virensere @virensere.bsky.social · 3mo ago

Coming in for a BIG MONCH My part of an art trade with @kbug02.bsky.social ! <3

Digital painting of a fleshy worm amalgamous monster roaring towards the viewer

Blajnart @blajnart.bsky.social · 4mo ago

Headshot commissions done recently

Sasha Tudvaseva @tudvaseva.bsky.social · 10mo ago

#discoelysium

Laura 🐌🍄@tawuse.bsky.social · 5mo ago

My partner has released a Kickstarter for his comic. Please consider giving the trailer a view if you have a spare 55 seconds lol. youtu.be/qwOqgNLAcwk?...

Jugo (2026) | Official Trailer

YouTube video by MQTate

youtu.be

Berensreverie @berensreverie.bsky.social · 6mo ago

put salt water in AI database

map of the world showing how much sea there are. the text reads "salt water perfect to put in AI database! inside very cool data cool down comfortably put salt water in AI database. No problem ever using salt water because salt water everywhere and support data big many data. Salt water yes a water to cool down machine put salt water in AI database can trust salt water to cool down AI database. Friend salt water."

Seph --> Furpoc @sephive.bsky.social · 7mo ago

new 11x17" poster design - will be screenprinted on cream cardstock. Hoping to debut these at TFF

hr. 🌱@hr-bananabird.bsky.social · 8mo ago

Commission for @pagistar.bsky.social ! #art #FurryArt #commission

Digital art of an anthropomorphic Deinonychus (dinosaur) man with pale maroon and white feathers, and light blue eyes. He has his head feathers tied up in to a ponytail, and is wearing a light blue hoodie. He is looking at the viewer with a gentle smile.

Raironu @raironu.art · 9mo ago

a horse #monster

✦𝚂𝙴𝙿𝙸𝙰𝙵𝙻𝚄𝚇🪸@sepiaflux.studio · 12mo ago

Rowan's making caramel apples, who wants one!

Taran Fiddler @tfiddlerart.bsky.social · 12mo ago

Weretober2025 Day 3 - Hippogryph

Spoon 🍟@hungryspoon.bsky.social · last yr.

she's laughing at u before she makes you walk the plank -- [c] for @titaniumdragon.bsky.social

Pascel @pascelfalcon.bsky.social · last yr.

Little oc sketch I still enjoy a lot how she looks here...

✨🔹🦋⟣ NEO ⟢🦋🔹✨@tokyozilla.bsky.social · 2y ago

For Elias!

tlactl @tlactl.bsky.social · 2y ago

avian spacewalk

avian in a spacesuit next to some machinery with a large antenna and earth in the background

Kavaeric ➡️ AC26 @kavaeric.net · 2y ago

So, I will plead again: if anyone has any positions available for a UX/UI designer based in Toronto, please let me know. My design portfolio (with link to my resume), if needed: www.shojiushiyama.net

Shoji Ushiyama

UX designer based in Toronto.

shojiushiyama.net