Bedrotting all day today. I don't want to leave out of my bed due to my terrible mood.
Paintixir (VGen)
@paintixir.bsky.social
Illustrator Website: https://paintixir.carrd.co/
Truly disconnected, alone, and isolated to the point I talk to myself 24/7 to cope. Both in public and private.
I'm sick of job rejections. I want a better pay and work in environment that doesn't have high stress. A better life where I'm more happy. Is it too much to ask? It's like nothing is looking up for me this year. Just pure misery. I'm tired of cleaning up after nasty people.
I didn't know anime/game companies have certain policies for selling merch for their IPs. I know Nintendo and Disney prohibit this. Is there any other companies that are like this? I'm planning on making art prints soon for BG3, MK1, Tekken, Final Fantasy, and Capcom.
Consumerism is boring and I don't see the appeal of it. That's why I don't last long in stores or malls longer than 30 minutes.
The job I'm currently at has been getting more toxic lately. I always dread waking up and going there for eight hours every day.
I'm not going to change my words on what I say and why I feel a way about my negative experiences with men and people pressuring me to be in relationship. If someone's feelings are hurt, then oh fucking well. That's YOUR problem, not mine! 🤷🏾♀️
Well, this is the last time I will say something like this on Reddit. Apparently they don't know my full personal experience about this, but whatever. I'll save that for my therapist. 🤷🏾♀️
Paintixir (VGen)@paintixir.bsky.social · last wk.Why do I never want to give relationships a try? Well, these are the only men that always approach me: dusty bums, creeps, ugly men, cheating husbands, jailbirds, and abusers. No, thank you.
Why do I never want to give relationships a try? Well, these are the only men that always approach me: dusty bums, creeps, ugly men, cheating husbands, jailbirds, and abusers. No, thank you.
Shadowheart WIP Illustration for BG3 3rd Year Anniversary
I have used Procreate for nine years and I love using the program. The UI interface is simple, easy to use, and I like their default brushes. I also used Clip Studio Paint as well. You have to find the art program that is right for YOU and YOUR WORKFLOW.
I'm thinking about getting into tabletop illustration or book illustration.
Trying something different today. To keep myself from doom scrolling all day, I placed my phone somewhere where it’s out of sight and out of reach.
And no, I don't want to fucking smile because I hate everything. 🤷🏾♀️
I have the strong urge to scream out loud that I hate men and I hate intimacy. That I need dusty creeps to leave me alone. Don't talk to me. Don't look at me. Don't grope me. Don't stalk me. Don't demean me. Don't manipulate me. Just leave me the fuck alone.
When I used to be in the Mortal Kombat 1 (MK1) 2023 Fandom and created some awesome bangers like these illustrations. Reptile is supposed to be in this set, but I lost interest in doing this project.
I got wrote up today for making careless mistakes in one of my rooms and failed to check it more throughly. And I checked the room twice before I left. They fussed at me saying I need to speed up with cleaning but get mad if I rush and make mistakes. Bitch, pick a struggle. This is bullshit.
I don't see the excitement of getting ice cream. Doesn't bring any joy for me, but whatever. 🤷🏾♀️
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I came out online that I'm asexual aromantic, but don't want to say it in real life for personal reasons.