Pdgeorge

@pdgeorge.bsky.social

Just remember, you're awesome. https://www.twitch.tv/pdgeorge

I love that Godbert is a real human name. "mortals! We have searched long and wide for one deserving of godhood! We have chosen... Bert!" "wait, he's just a guy though?" "then why did you give him the title of God?" Meanwhile godbert is sitting in his cubicle taking calls and shining with holy light

Just finished my first thing of radiotherapy. To go with it, I am putting all streams on hiatus. I don't have the ability to word in under 300 characters but I want the best for everyone possible.

And for my next scan... I am getting an injection so radioactive it had to be delivered in a lead lined case, with a lead lined needle. And I get to straight mainline it.

Yay! I haven't been on here for a while. Been: Settling in to the new job. Organising radiotherapy treatment. Setting up plans for stream. So yeah, just a little busy.

Had a dream... That they explicitly mentioned the year 1995. Meaning "a long time ago" was about 300-400 years ago for the first one. If they do make my dream canon, I can't wait until "a galaxy far far away" becomes "Detroit".

I lost my keys a week ago (still looking) I didn't realise until now just how much a stupid key chain I made 12 years ago actually means to me. Its just... A thing that will always be there. Until it isn't.

I love how the same people who say "it's public property! I can do what I want here!" end up so commonly the same people arguing so vehemently against the same taxes that pay for public infrastructure.

The comments on classic rock YouTube videos are just built different. If you can scroll past the "who is still here in <year>" comments, you get dozens of "I'm a 50 year old man. I remember this song cruising down the street." we can all hope to one day Unc post like that ❤️

T minus a couple minutes until the surgery. No I'm totally not doing this out of anxiety, what are you saying? I'm just listening to my Teto playlist in the waiting room.

I'm a genius. Why am I a genius? I put my wedding ring back on! It's titanium carbide and I find out after putting it on that it's now half a size too small. So now I'm in the hospital trying to get it off...

Last month, several people were let go from the place I work at. Including the guy who put his hand up for everything. Now, the "your first aiders" sign has black tape over his name. The social event he was coordinating? Cancelled. You matter more than your job. You matter. Full stop.

So we all know change of location is distance. We all know rate of change over time is velocity. We all know rate of change in velocity over time is acceleration. But did you know rate of change in acceleration over time is called Jerk? So everytime you stand up, you're straight jerking it.

I love seeing posts "lurkers welcome" I mean... What are we as streamers going to do about lurkers if not welcome them? We can't shoo them away with brooms. Lurkers, you're allowed your cuck chairs in my stream any day! I won't broom you away ❤️

Sitting here just finished the MRI, I need to remind myself... It's ok to be scared. It's OK to be anxious and afraid and have human feelings. It's how we react to our emotions that define us.

Applying for jobs. The hospital that saved my life, and is going to save it again, puts up a job in my exact field. The speed I jumped on that application and hunted down people to discuss it with is unfathomable.

Hospital forgot to schedule an MRI (at all) until I called to say "hey, I was told this was 'drop everything when you get the appointment' urgent so what happened?" Turns out... Doctors had leave booked and I slipped through the gaps. Be willing to advocate for yourself. But also be compassionate.

The thing I mentioned about processing? "your brain tumour returned, the best course of action is surgery but we need another MRI to see how risky it will be" This at least explains the massive increase in headaches, but I'm sorry streams have been very sparse.

Million dollar idea: "some guy Cafe" Like a cat Cafe. Except you go to the Cafe, and just, some guy or girl will sit down and chat with you. Maybe pull out a multiplayer game to play together. Nothing special, no maid clothes, no gimmick. Just, "have a coffee with some guy"

I just realised I missed the last few scheduled streams... Im not burnt out, I promise. I'm just... Performing extra curricular activities beyond my energy capacity.

Google: "Just letting you know, we restricted your account because we can't verify you're an adult" You know, the account that is set up as "parent" to two other Google accounts. The account that I receive business emails on. Well, jokes on you Google, you're not getting my ID BITCH!