PenderPan

@penderpan.bsky.social

Yorkshire, UK 🇬🇧 | New York, US 📍

Trying to outlast anxiety at the job spearheaded into my doctor prescribing me xanax (low dose) and 2 weeks off. The problem is now I want to actually vomit bc of the anxiety of telling work about this before tomorrow morning 🥹

Going wedding dress shopping today but my mum died in late 2023 just after getting engaged so I’m really anxious about getting emotional bc she should be here