Pepper

@pepperqorn.bsky.social

Gay dog writing gay things. ฅ^•ᴥ•^ฅ She/her | 30ish | Trans | Lesbian | UK | 18+ only https://pepperqorn.carrd.co/

The Neonate - pt 1/2 This was originally going to be a treat for hypnovember last year but got sidetracked, so have a little treat while I work on bigger things

I think people misunderstand the distinction between enjoying pain, and enjoying being beaten. To be beaten is a dizzying cocktail of panic, humiliation, dread. To have every fawn instinct in your fragile body fire at once, all too late to prevent any harm from being done. All you can do is cower.

sometimes you're 8,000 words in when you realise the juice just isn't there and you gotta kill it... (and by kill it i mean shove it in the drawer and come back to it months/years later when you suddenly find the juice)