marionette (🎨 PastaGoth - not on social media)

if life is defined by suffering, one can at least hope to suffer in a way that is art

wwhy did they phrase it like that

I think "tachycardia kink" is the first time in a while I've gotten to add something to the Painfully Specific bucket. it might be part of a broader "body being pushed to its limit in ways other than physical stretching" thing (though physical stretching is also good), but

targeted use of censorship to tease out people's preferences is fun. I really like sending someone a message with a word of spoiler text that doesn't actually have anything behind it and then asking what they were hoping it said

it is important to me to be a safe place where people can explore and work through their kinks and discover ones they were nervous to consider, without imposing my own desires. it is truly one of my greatest pleasures to see someone open up in a way they don't often get to

oh my god pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC...

I wish having an 18+ only account with an 18+ only label and having that label ignored wasn't considered the responsibility of the person having that label ignored

let's turn that duodenum into a septuagenum, how about that

My ageplay is primarily motivated by making sense of a childhood where I rejected the idea Of childhood My masochism is primarily motivated by difficulty in finding a sense of inherent self-worth My bodily fluid kink is primarily motivated by nnnmnhmgnhnmgnh

one of those cases where having the victim (me) be younger makes it less interesting to me. having a sense of broader agency can lead to a more complex blend of feelings; it's nice to stew in terrible powerlessness but spiderweb cracks across a Developed Self can be beautiful too

Luca ☣️🐈☢️@pervertc.at · 3w ago

you ever just

you ever just

certain class of girl targeted by "I've never cut before, wanna jack off to my first time"

hypno.zyntaks.ca#H4sIAAAAAAAA... playing around

I don't remember very much

the first thing I ever stuck up my hole was an unlubed, uncovered wooden plunger handle, when I was 9 or 10 or 11 or so, because I have always been on-brand

I wonder what the highest-speed collision of two objects someone has been between was

Sorry, I'm recording those pathetic, whimpering moans and releasing them for free use on the Internet. They're adding you to compilations to jerk off to. Everyone agrees that they really get across how overstimulated you are. People recognise you from them.

smallest disposable toilet in the west

stretching my bio way out because there's no better way to have text that doesn't show up in search (using math serif characters etc. gets unicode-normalized now, though it didn't before)

...I keep. wanting to feel it again.

Luca ☣️🐈☢️@pervertc.at · 2mo ago

afterwards I said "what the fuck was that" reflexively while trying not to start sobbing. I can't remember the last time that pain on its own, rather than the threat of more, made me Scared

my second time at a proper play party, I had a toy pulled out of me after some knotted painal, and I was so frantic to Be Good and Take Care Of My Own Mess (and Prove Myself) that I had to rinse my hair out in the sink afterwards

got to experience some new kinds of pain today

that particular zone of paired scenariocrafting where at some point you realize you've long since left the waters of Horny Sad for Just Sad Sad, though the border drifts further every time

there's always more ways to break a cat

very epic feeding/emeto commission 🥺🩷

stress relief relief

I wonder if what minerals are safe for human skin is different than what minerals are safe for the eye socket

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