I met a new artist today on campus and I showed her my portfolio. She's from the BMA course and said my skills would have landed me first place in our academic competitions. 🥺 I really needed to hear that.

Confession time I used to animate in my spare time. I'm an ASMRtist fan artist so I made someone I admired a (faceless) xListener animation with their audio back in 2023 and sent it to them. I know my bounderies in online spaces, I've been a VA fan for over a decade but I suppose it came off as +

Teaching people that going to places you don't know the culture to and disrespecting it because you chose not to come educated even by a fraction,,, is also relevant to any online culture you're new to. PSA to just be kind, have fun, and don't maliciously attack others. 😞

transphobia/homophobia tw I'm just trying to look at girls kissing...

I don't know how to respond when so many people fall in love with me but I'm avoidant and ace. I am a case study at best. I feel like I'm not adept at the whole love thing and I'm losing out on one of life's sweetest experiences... according to books, poems, art, and songs, at least 😞

I wanna rest so bad but I can't. My insomnia's been horrible lately so I might just work 😞

Avoiding my professor like the plague although he has no power over me anymore LMAO

I played genshin for the midieval elemental reaction stuff and you're telling me they wanna put a gun section in it? If I wanted guns on my MC I'd have chosen to play the 3 other hyv sci fi games. Boooooooooooo 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅

Excited for summer sale, I wanna get some new games

I got transferred,, mid-internship,,,, to a different project using a diff programming language and framework,,,, bcuz my team lead was AWOL,,,,,, I just needed 5 more weeks but now my paperwork is delayed 😭

Oh my god, even the classic great artists did thumbnails 😭 That is so fascinating.

Aemyra 🥀@pettygrimoire.bsky.social · 4mo ago

Doing some research tonight for something cool, I hope. I'm not well versed in the Baroque arts... or Italian. But pictures pretty! 🤓☝️

Doing some research tonight for something cool, I hope. I'm not well versed in the Baroque arts... or Italian. But pictures pretty! 🤓☝️

Okay, which character to fixate on next? 🤔 I made spicy, I made fluff, I think I want angst or smth a little bloody next hmmm

Finally, a commission I can post online 🥹 I've been doing comms consistently for over a year now but I can't talk about it 😔 I am trying very hard to make time to post other stuff lately as well. More soon, I hope!

SEA begging people to stop using AI because we're getting 45°c heat waves daily but we're 3rd world so ofc the global north doesn't care. So then, listen to EU ppl when they say to stop it. Maybe you'll take it seriously, then.

I drank coffee to work before bed and I started doodling like a crazy person and im palpitating and my hand's are tingly and i can't sleep and and and i aaahansma

Flashback to that time I was talking to this entrepreneur guy. I told him I'm an artist and he said he dealt in cr y pto and I have never ghosted anyone until him

I was thinking about someone last night and they reared their head after several months of silence. I will not be free from you 😔

Internship season is over for the majority of universities except for mine. I went back to my prev company and I'm the only one here who worked on the last system lmao

this one is actually the most recent addition to my genshin character drawings! Flins ✨ #genshin #GenshinImpactfanart #Flins

Sometimes it's sad that I can't draw quickly but I often forget I have responsibilities to myself, others, and have deteriorating health, so I should be kinder to myself. 🌹

This banner is rigged. No one I know got their fave LI under the first hard pity. I didn't and I bought an a(u)rum pass to get absolutely nothing. Greedy bastards 🙄 I didn't pull for several banners for this, too. I am fuming eugh

I can't work under these conditions! (Extreme heat) 😭

I am 6/10 character sheets in for my client's cmsn and I really hope the IP gets released next year so I can release some (if not all) of these on my portfolio. I learnt so much and I wanna do more.

If any of you have ever seen Interview with a Vampire, it feels much like Claudia. To age but not age and nothing you can do to change how you look because you are. I have tried clothes and make up and heels, with hate. In the end being cautious with people is better than forcing change.

Aemyra 🥀@pettygrimoire.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Take the word of a person who had been called a trap at 14, and a loli to this day. Every single person who has ever "liked" me was a sexual predator making excuses. You are not safe here.

I have no pity for lolicons and shotacons because they're pedophiles. Too many people are comfortable sexualizing children and infantalizing adults (mainly women) who look young. This is why I don't believe in the "fiction doesn't affect reality" argument. It does. It really, really does.

Oh no, it's come at last-- I am touch starved. (needs hugs n cuddles)

I went to the SDV orchestra concert today and there was a Seb cosplayer. The Abigail cosplayer pulled me towards the middle (next to Seb) for a picture and I sQUEAKED. THEY CLOCKED ME HARD FOR THAT So now I have a pic of a Seb coser leaning on me ahahahahsjsjskfhelp im so weak 😭

[5 Years Ago] (EN lyrics ver. in replies) #SakuverseArt #saquverse

I didn't know it was possible to be creatively frustrated. For the past year I've been paid to draw a bunch of OC's that I am not explicitly interested in, or represents my brand, but I'm under contract. I ended up having a mild breakdown because I haven't made any art that makes -me- happy.