Just a small update. I’m doing better mentally. Just life can feel a little hard and emotions just weighs down. I have my friends and doctors to thank for the support. I owe it to them to try and heal.
Phelix
@phelixthecat.bsky.social
Soft Wear Engineer. Big Cat Person. 30. @pjcatstudio.com fursuiter based in Miami. linktr.ee/phelix_the_cat
I’m going to the behavioral hospital now. I’ve been managing anxiety and depression there and it’s been hard. I wish I was strong enough to not rely on the medications.
CW: self harm Life took a very dark turn for me. I felt like a burden. A person worth forgetting. I struggle to ask for help. On the night of December 21st, I tied a noose in my bathroom. I thought about doing the deed and had my head in it. I was too scared to follow through. I’ve held onto a lot.
Sitting on a chair. 🌈 Picture taken by @hayleylion.bsky.social Suit by @pjcatstudio.com #malmo #nfc #furry #fursuit
I still think about Raynepurr He’s very tall. My suit by @pjcatstudio.com #anthrocon #furry #fursuitfriday
Itsa kitty! Saw @adjerry91.bsky.social here n there. #fwa2025 #furryweekendatlanta2025 #fursuit #fursuiting
I want to add that I got the information via anecdote from people more familiar with them. I don’t know enough about them to really know what’s up.
I was informed that Furluminati and Sveafur aren’t wholesome. I came across them at NFC and assumed they were a harmless pretend Illuminati. I don’t associate with them. I won’t associate with anyone promoting hate or online bullying.
I was informed that Furluminati and Sveafur aren’t wholesome. I came across them at NFC and assumed they were a harmless pretend Illuminati. I don’t associate with them. I won’t associate with anyone promoting hate or online bullying.
I struggle with the fear and anxiety. It’s something I’m try to mend a little. It’s why I’m not on social media as much.
Into the Menagerie - "Paws in Polite Society" Let's get to know the Aardenvolk! The first of a series of 3-page vignettes set in 1963, when humans and anthros finally reestablished contact with one another. It's mostly for me to get some practice in, but I hope you'll all enjoy the stories too 🙏
I want to make time to invest more in animal welfare. There’s lots of cats out there to save.