Still not over doja cat playing ffxiv and liking my wol dancing alongside with her 😭

i want to get back on hrt again so bad like im really feeling dread and despair being in this everyday

I'm moving August 1st! I'll be moving to a cheaper place in hopes of FINALLY being able to save up. I've put together a fund (busy packing so unable to take new work rn!) Anything helps, signal boost appreciated. Thank you! ko-fi.com/thebluebear

It's that time of year again Raffle runs from: July 20th-Aug 3rd 2 winners (1 per app) Winners get A Colored half body illustration+ To enter: Follow me on the app you enter from, repost this post, and comment down below A bonus prize will be announced at 500 entries total

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deltarune spoilers but im never gonna finish this my pc feels like its on fire

music is so expensive because i just bought a sample pack thats $70

makig music is hard like idk what im doing majority of the time with no knowledge of anything 😭

Feeling so much dread on not getting paid in the past two weeks

Jax if she wasn't a huge piece of shit.

Hate going through gender dysphoria where I can’t do anything to change my voice to sound fem presenting

I wish i could continue transitioning ive been so self conscious lately being around certain friend groups where im the only trans woman in the space and then i get misgendered because i dont sound feminine enough and i just freeze up the entire time not bringing it up

Agency that i do promos for have been playing with my face for the past month that i havent been able to make any money

Need to start a new alias that focuses on art and music im tired of my presence on the internet i just want to focus being a creative now

It looks like my X account was hacked, it'll take some time for me to recover it (hopefully I can) and I can't guarantee if there'll be any more spam coming up! please don't mind that AI-Generated spam post. Two-Factor authentication really can't protect you from getting hacked anymore huh🥺

Need to actually start creating content since apparently people find me and friends in discord calls playing games and watching movies entertaining and id rather just have fun doing that than having to promote celebrities and pop culture on my account like I hate how fake these clients make me sound

Ok but i kinda ate with this eye hold on progress is being made

Need to catch up on ffxiv in prep for new expansion next year

I feel like a lost puppy when it comes to learning art like I didnt the limitless possibilities you can do and im like not enjoying like watching tutorials cause my brain has trouble soaking up information so idk how to progress like i feel embarrassed asking art mutuals for advice 😭

Dead internet theory so real that we are in a time where everything sucks for everyone like I really hate that im living in this moment where im forced to use this app because of a takeover

welp that site is down again

soical media needs a do over like take me back to pre pandemic pls everything has gotten worse this decade

Ok i promise to post more on here but lowkey this app still feels very “suburban” so im like barely on here

I'm trying to get better at this vgm thing idk

Jerry from hoppers

oh people hate fun

Twitter broke so heres my first time drawing an arm

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getting better at my confident lines I think

Drawing tablet came in today I’m so excited to officially start my artistic journey :)