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Dear diary (chat), I had a lot of clients today and felt super locked in. I posted on the southern AZ referrals list and got endorsed by a bunch of old colleagues so I’m hoping that business picks up. Feeling really hopeful after a long time of feeling really beat down in that realm. A huge amount

While I was digging !hole today these butters were just chillinnn it was so cute. They didn’t even move when I was fixing a leak in the irrigation right under their shrub.

Apparently my 20th high school reunion is this weekend and I know that bc I got a DM from a dude I haven’t spoken to since 2006 saying he hopes to see me because he’s “family-free this weekend.”

Disappointed Natalie Portman

this will be the only post i ever make about money so pls bear with me. if you are in the market for any super cool original art pls consider looking at my etsy. i have never had less money and less of a steady income than I do at the moment so literally ANYTHING helps

Keep doing normal shit thinking I’m all good then getting home and collapsing cause i feel worthless, like a loser, like I am a burden on my husband. All the financial stress of this year that I’ve been repressing is coming out at once along with fear and shame of a ruined professional reputation.

Can’t stop dwelling on who has seen the documentary, googled me, and thinks I’m part of it. People I went to high school with? College? Neighbors? Mentors? Is this why some of my clients disappeared? I know there’s nothing I can do. It makes me want to leave the field entirely and just hide.

Thank you guys so much for your help. I’m sorry it took a minute to reply to everyone, I got home and had a big cry. I only just found out about this review so realizing that is the reason I called my entire worth as a therapist into question because my caseload has been empty all year is nuts.