Prue Paimon

@pruepaimon.bsky.social

Poet of no distinction. Occasionally I delve into tarot and share readings if it resonates your welcome. Do not DM unless invited you will be blocked. I pay attention to the things other people miss.

The Kid at Christmas There was a kid at Christmas who learned to listen for footsteps before she learned to ask for anything. She knew the sound of wrapping paper, the careful folding, the promises made in advance. She believed in miracles because children are built that way #poetry #poem

The Kid at Christmas
There was a kid at Christmas
who learned to listen for footsteps
before she learned to ask for anything.
She knew the sound of wrapping paper,
the careful folding,
the promises made in advance.
She believed in miracles
because children are built that way
they keep a small candle lit
in rooms where no one else notices the dark.
She sat beneath the tree
counting the spaces left empty,
telling herself maybe tomorrow,
maybe next year,
maybe if she was good enough.
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Maybe if she was quieter.
Maybe if she was easier.
Maybe if she needed less.
She became an expert
at making a gift out of herself.
A ribbon tied around her own heart.
A sacrifice placed neatly
where someone else could find it.
And when the morning came
and there was nothing with her name on it,
she did what she had always done:
She blamed the child
for wanting.
She told herself
Santa wasn’t real.
Love wasn’t real.
Hope was just another word
for disappointment waiting to happen.
But somewhere beneath the wrapping paper
and the years of pretending not to care,
that child was still there.
Still holding out her hands.
Not asking for the world.
Not asking for perfection.
Just asking for someone to sit beside her
in the quiet after the morning ends
and say:
“I know you waited.
I know you hoped.
I know it hurt.
But you were never the thing
that was missing.”
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Rehearsals You rehearse in private. Mouth it to the empty seats. Say it to the Ferris wheel. Confess it to the dark, where no one interrupts, where courage costs nothing. But spoken aloud, truth becomes the high wire. The lights rise. The band falls silent. The audience leans forward. #poetry #poem

Rehearsals
You rehearse in private.
Mouth it to the empty seats.
Say it to the Ferris wheel.
Confess it to the dark,
where no one interrupts,
where courage costs nothing.
But spoken aloud,
truth becomes the high wire.
The lights rise.
The band falls silent.
The audience leans forward.
People who loved your act
suddenly miss the feat
that swallowed truth
like swords
for their entertainment.
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The strange thing is,
your feelings never asked
to be obeyed.
They don’t bargain with consequence.
They only demand
an audience,
even if the ticket price
is humiliation.
So you become,
with the discipline of a gymnast
and the costume of a clown,
a character
who survives every fall
by pretending it was part of the act.
The applause arrives late.
You recognize it
for what it is
laughter.
And every morning
you rehearse again.
Not how to be fearless.
But how to place one honest word
in front of another,
knowing the safety net
is woven only as far
as you’re willing
to tell the truth.
Before the curtain falls,
you study the exit,
stage left.
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The Convenience Store of People The lights never go out. Someone is always stocking the shelves with fresh faces, straightening smiles, pulling the lonely to the front before they expire marked down and labeled special. #poetry #poem

The Convenience Store of People

The lights never go out.
Someone is always stocking
the shelves with fresh faces,
straightening smiles,
pulling the lonely to the front
before they expire 
marked down and labeled special. 
The aisles are narrow.
Everything is designed
for impulse not intent.
There are loyalty cards
for those who return
but those cards carry promises 
In the fine print that no one ever reads. 
Some people are seasonal
others are clearance,
their labels peeling,
priced low enough
to justify taking them home
for a night.
No refunds.
The automatic doors
open for everyone.
They never ask
whether you came
to find someone,
or simply needed
something
to get you through
until morning.

Real ghosts don’t choose to haunt. They ask for nothing except to be witnessed. A draft at the back of the neck, a photograph turned face down, a door settling into its frame small languages of persistence. #poetry 1/2

A Forgettable Tuesday #poem It come disguised as coffee cooling on the counter, the little dog asleep in a square of sunlight, a familiar road travelled that asks nothing of my courage except to keep driving.

It come disguised
as coffee cooling on the counter,
the little dog asleep in a square of sunlight,
a familiar road travelled 
that asks nothing of my courage
except to keep driving.
I spend them carelessly.
I bargain them away
for the promise
of some magnificent tomorrow,
forgetting that tomorrow
has always borrowed
its light from today.
How extravagant
the ordinary becomes
once it has vanished.
One day this day
will become be impossible to return to.
And someone else
will pour coffee
in my favourite mug
without knowing my name.
So thank you for
this beautifully forgettable Tuesday.
For this I’ve found,
is what a magnificent life looks like
while it is happening.

And perhaps all we have ever been is brief custodians of love passed on through the endless dark. So if you must disappear and we all must may it never be said that you vanished. May it instead be said that your light simply became too much to ever again fit inside one person. #poetry

The Poet’s Voice The poet keeps a tiny creature beneath the floorboards of the heart. It wakes whenever a poem is born, sniffing the ink asking: Who do you think will care? It counts the empty chairs before the reading begins. #poetry #poets

The Poet’s Voice

The poet keeps a tiny creature
beneath the floorboards of the heart.
It wakes whenever a poem is born,
sniffing the ink asking:
Who do you think will care?
It counts the empty chairs
before the reading begins.
It measures applause
like rain in a drought,
wondering if the storm
was ever meant for them.
The poet knows
how to turn grief into gardens,
how to make a wound
wear a crown of wildflowers,
how to find a galaxy
hiding inside a grain of sand
but cannot always believe
their own hands
are capable of holding stars.
Every poem leaves
like a child sent into the world,
and the poet stands at the doorway
wondering:
Was it beautiful?
Was it honest?
Did anyone see the trembling beneath the music?
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They fear being too much.
Too strange.
Too exposed.
They fear that every metaphor
is a confession wearing a mask,
that every line
is a small, trembling offering
placed at the feet
of strangers.
Yet the poet returns
again and again
to the blank page
that terrifying white room
where nothing exists
until they dare
to place a piece of themselves
inside it.
Perhaps that is the secret:
the poet is not fearless.
The poet simply learns
to carry the fear
and write anyway.
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Beauty a poem. #poetry Beautiful is not a permanent thing. It is the light breaking over a quiet morning, the stillness of a day not yet discovered. A bloom is beautiful precisely because tomorrow it will bruise and wither.

Beautiful is not a permanent thing.
It is the light breaking
over a quiet morning,
the stillness
of a day not yet discovered.
A bloom is beautiful
precisely because tomorrow
it will bruise
and wither.
Even stars
spend themselves
into darkness.
Nothing truly beautiful
signs a contract with forever.
It simply arrives,
gives everything it knows
to the moment,
and leaves.
Maybe that is why
the world still startles me.
Not because it is filled
with lovely things,
but because what makes a thing beautiful
is not that it survives,
but that it cannot.

Tides. #poetry She rose and fell like a tide swallowing itself, forever arriving only to erase the evidence she’d been there. As though abundance itself was only another name for the slow certainty of loss.

Beautiful Things. #poetry I still believe in beautiful things. I just don’t expect them anymore. Not because the world convinced me they were impossible, but because absence has a way of teaching the body what the mind refuses to learn.

I still believe in beautiful things.
I just don’t expect them anymore.
Not because the world convinced me they were impossible,
but because absence has a way
of teaching the body
what the mind refuses to learn.
I believe people speak
from the truest part of themselves
when they say,
“I’ll always be here.”
I just know
that truth cannot bargain
with distance. 
I believe love is real.
I have just buried too many versions of it
to mistake belief
for certainty.
Hope still lives,
but like an animal that has survived the trap,
it approaches every outstretched hand
ready to run.
So if joy arrives,
I do not ask where it has been.
I feed it.
I thank it.
But I never unpack its suitcase.
I still believe in beautiful things.
I have just lived long enough
to know that expectation
is grief waiting to introduce itself.

The Fae Woman #poetry #myth She smiled like the water smiles inviting, reflecting, concealing the depth beneath. She was crowned with foxglove bells, through her raven hair. She was summoned through monikers because no one dared call her by her name.

She smiled
like the water smiles
inviting, reflecting,
concealing the depth beneath.
She was crowned with foxglove bells,
through her raven hair. 
She was summoned through monikers
because no one dared
call her by her name.
She granted every wish
with precision.
A lonely heart found impossible devotion.
A dying child opened bright eyes at dawn.
Widows sought her 
begging for one more conversation
with their beloved dead.
The price was never spoken aloud.
Years later everyone paid their due.
The lover forgot every face
except the one chosen. 
The child lived long enough
to bury everyone they loved.
The widows lived in yesterday 
a place of history unchanged. 
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She came smelling
of rain on moss,
of ripe blackberries,
of the first warm evening
after an endless winter.
She never lied.
She simply cultivated hope
until it grew large enough to harvest.
She persists long after the tales of her ceased,
still crowned in deadly beauty,
still shrouded in darkness. 
And when she opens her mouth
every ancient hymn sung 
remembers it was once a scream.
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The seams… The knots begin, as they always do, with a single thought pulled loose from the fabric of an ordinary day. Suddenly my mind is connecting catastrophes from patches of the past, running ahead of me. #poetry

The knots begin, as they always do,
with a single thought pulled loose
from the fabric of an ordinary day.
Suddenly my mind is connecting catastrophes
from patches of the past,
running ahead of me.
It calls fear preparation,
calls panic wisdom,
calls certainty from evidence
of fibers that no longer hold. 
What do I know for sure right now?
Not what I fear.
Not what I predict.
Not what old wounds insist will happen.
What do I know?
I know that in this moment
I hold the needle.
I know that anxiety is a seamripper,
not a stitch. 
So I return,
again and again,
with my needle
to this mending of truth
I do not know what comes next.
and that is not the emergency
my fear insists it is.

@donkee.bsky.social I loved you like a bomb Gingerly I settled beside you My own internal clockwork Ticking mercilessly I knew that it was only moments Those precious beats In between the dream and waking Before I would destroy us both. (Wasn’t sure if it was a prompt but this happened anyway)

PSA: If you lack even a modicum of respect and instead take the piss out of someone’s attempt to create art, however badly, my friend, you are the problem. Art is not here to be judged it is here to be expressed. Not every brushstroke must be brilliant. 1/3