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35 | Chonky pup slowly losing some chonk | artist | dork | Sometimes lewd | 🔞 | He/They | I don't fuck with generative AI art in any capacity Have telegram. Might share it in DMs

It's a funny realization how much of my societal existence was because of my reliance on others to get around. Having my own vehicle makes me way more selective of who gets my energy and it's rare that someone makes me feel comfortable and safe enough to leave the sanctity of my apartment.

Facebook memories are super bittersweet right now. A year ago I was hopeful my late partner was making so many good recovery steps after her stroke. 4 years ago I was talking them through panic attacks with work stress. And weirdly I miss that. I miss getting to comfort her.

So not so fun fun fact. Anxiety is a bitch and there is no rhyme or reason to why it triggers how it does... Case in point: I cannot talk to bartenders and cannot look service workers in the eye or else I'll break down. I'm forever grateful for people willing to take my money and buy my drinks.

Riding the high from this weekend is going to be fun. Obviously still grieving the loss of Pinky having it not even been a year, I wasn't prepared for anything going to a new community and see how they do things. But I don't think I have ever felt so hot and attractive before.

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I try so hard to stay in the background. I like doing things from my yellow tinted shadows. But to get to meet people this weekend who hear my name, say "oh it's so nice to finally meet you" and I can just listen to their stories, it fills my heart. I'm leaving Georgia with so much love.

By this time tomorrow I'll be on the road to Georgia for the weekend to see friends and make new ones. I'm too excited for Georgia Pup this weekend. I've been needing some serious dog brain time.