Primus

@pupprimus.bsky.social

Adelaide 29

Spent the entire year just trying to make friends and look how far I've gotten lol. Still don't even have anyone who tolerates talking to me let alone wants to hang out. I'm fucking nearly 30 and still can't make friends, why the fuck would I actually wanna live lol

After like 4 months straight of having no one to talk to, straight up zero friends. at home by myself every weekend... I really do wanna kill myself lol, even people I considered friends I mean nothing to 🤣 can't get more than a single fucking message out of them anyway. Why fucking bother.

Sometimes all that's needed for a good birthday is getting to spend time with someone you love 💚 Am so excited to see people back home too, but also so sad I leave in 4 days 😭🥺

Bild

The sudden realisation that you'll be leaving your partner and their dog in 9 days and won't be able to see them for probably another year... And youre having surgery 2 days later... The post holiday depression is gonna fucking SUUUUCK 😭

Kinda really proud of the progress I've made in 7 months... 32kg/70lb, about 1/4 of my begging weight... Next year's plan? Start putting on muscle 😁

BildBild

In a just over a month I met someone and connected really well with them, helped them through being kicked out of their house, found out they where sleeping with my abuser and have now been thrown to the side, for my abuser. 👍 Fucking work, I love life rn, making friends is so fun guys 🥹🥹🥹