Quartz, the Dog (I think?)

@pupquartz.bsky.social

A dumb dog who has a gaming addiction and a variety of kinks. Turned on by very dumb shit. Not a boy, just a dog~ They/them.

I can’t tell if this is deep-seated dog brain territory or I’m just awful, but I’ve been drooling in my sleep more lately? …might not have helped that I was in puppy space with someone the other day, but it’s been happening beyond that also, I swear!

How much food (calorie content, protein content, etc.) are people eating to actually gain weight and muscle? I feel like I've plateau'd at 77-78 for the past six months and I truly dunno how I could afford more food in the system without just eating more than a kilo of meat a day.

I’m definitely in a mental health spiral at the moment. Gym’s falling to the background, streams are becoming less frequent, I’m having more and more negative thoughts about work, and my rest time is filled with lack of sleep and inability to do anything enjoyable. Yaaaaaaaaaay.

I do get horny often, don’t get me wrong. But often, I just kinda want to be curled up next to someone, just having a nap with some background noise on. The intimacy is so comforting. The embrace of another person feels like home.

I really need a job where I just don’t have to interact with the public. I feel like every part of my job is actually somewhat enjoyable (the late hours are a jerk but that’s beside the point) UNTIL a customer comes in. Everything else is fine to actually enjoyable.