couldnt sleep at all last night, called off work around 5, finally got to sleep around 6, got up to get some water some time after the sun was up and while i was walking my vision went dark and i fell over nearly passed out and knocked over my tv. couldnt stand without blacking out until like 4pm
this month ill be attempting a challenge called dont kill yourself august where you try to make it the whole month of august without killing yourself
i dont care how good you think slay the spire is im not playing a fucking card game
i need 2 get off the internet because i see a woman online and start spiraling but that doesnt happen irl because i dont care if i see a woman if im outside i have a quest i gotta do i have beer i need to drink i have a task to complete i cant waste my time thinking about that shit
>friend in town for 3 days >already flaked tonight >set himself up with excuses to flake the next two days i gotta start killing these people dawg
chud coded opinion on the bethesda situation but if u only manage to make 1 game in the past decade and it sucks complete ass maybe u and the rest of ur team should get fired idk
is there an untested synthetic peptide that will make estrogen do Literally Anything at All after male puberty
elm@putridbiomass.bsky.social · 4w agois there an untested synthetic peptide that will Fix Me
sorry wore something not baggy for once and got reminded of how fucked up i am compared to actual women
i hate my disgusting weird looking torso why is it so wide and short god i hope i get to be a woman in the next life
where tf do people even buy this shit my usual sources for this type of thing have $30 shipping or just straight up dont ship it to the US
elm@putridbiomass.bsky.social · 3d agopurchasing bremelanotide
average diet of a hardworking american woman
elm@putridbiomass.bsky.social · 2d agoeating bratwurst and drinking beer about this
crazy how as soon as i started treating my body as something to be actively abused rather than something to just simply ignore i started feeling a LOT worse how could this happen
its important for all of you to remember that aside from throwing a couple punches at like age 8 ive never been in an actual fight and practically anybody could fold me easy
i have an irrational fear of changing my sheets because thats how i broke my toe most recently
its healthy for you to panic about nothing and cry first thing in the morning
>dont drink for my entire life because i know i have no self control >start drinking at 25 >immediately develop a drinking problem god fucking damn it
dumbest woman alive leaves the lights on overnight and completely kills the battery in her bike
am i actually asexual or do i just have no libido and struggle to look at women without getting nauseatingly dysphoric
u can pretty easily tell which foot i kick things with by how rough the toe on my boots are
currently the subject of a targeted psyop to get me to kill myself by having nora fawn pop up on my feeds on Other Websites
at this point i dont really see the point of drinking anything unless its caffeinated or alcoholic
i want to go outside and do active stuff but my head hurts and im exhausted to the point of feeling physically frail
