They're restructuring our teams at work which will suck in some ways, but I'm not going to miss stand-ups taking an hour every day because everyone on this team loves to yap
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Looks like I'm gonna be in Chicago October 5-9 for on site meetings. Would anyone there like to see me in between synergizing sessions :3
Coworker: *casually feeds entire core framework file into ai to get refactored while fixing a small bug* pls review
My notifications bugged out and showed 30+ new and I thought I got cancelled or something
I might need to get a new SSD... I'm sick of this one randomly spiking to 100% read time for no reason. I'm not sure if it's on its way out or if windows is fucking something up but I've tried a bunch of stuff to fix it with no luck.
Well I got through this week without a depressive episode so that's progress
*opens Wikipedia and sees my bussy spread on the front page* What the Hell
Sorry for getting sad again ... I'm going to talk to my therapist this weekend and hopefully that helps
I probably shouldn't be drinking at midnight on a Thursday but I guess sometimes you just do what you can to get by
I feel like it's time to give up on ever finding anyone even though I never really tried in the first place
One of the comments I remember most from my time as an FA admin was when someone stole artwork, the artist said "could you at least say sorry for taking my work" and the stealer just said "I do not apologize"
Boy I love when my "persistent" desktop randomly reboots overnight without warning
Hi LazarusSlutBoy, For my children's dreams. Donate, or share my story.
If you want my hot take I'm a little annoyed at how the fandom (or maybe just gay culture in general) elevates being uncut. It gets treated like a special status when pretty much everyone else got mutilated at birth before they ever had a choice.
The one guy that consistently reviews me PRs is out for 2 weeks so now I have to go around pulling teeth
Last night I had a dream that hgtv surprise renovated my house and they redid the whole first floor like an office block and made an entire room Christmas themed. Then they were chasing me down as I was trying to get to a lawyer
Do you think there will ever be a cure for social anxiety or will I just be alone for the rest of my life
Maybe depression is just natural selection at work. If I'm failing at life I shouldn't be taking up resources from others that are doing well. Might not be as applicable now but I could see why it could happen.
The issue with having a scheduled therapy session is it doesn't necessarily happen when you really need it ...
I deleted a lot of my sad posting because I'm feeling a bit better and I don't think it was productive