and when im not feeling hollow as shit the only thing i feel is sadness and anger thats really all i cant stop crying and when that stops i just feel like a knife twisted into my heart cuz geez
cy 🪽 yaoi satan@queerscara.bsky.social · last yr.i feel so empty i want to kill myself life sucks theres nothing good out there for me
i feel so empty i want to kill myself life sucks theres nothing good out there for me
oomf likes r/nin..... and called him hot I CANT SAY ANTYHING I ODNT WANT TO BE MEAN I CANT
flins being two of my oomfs fav characters,,, what if i killed myself right now
IM SELECTIVE SHARING BUT LIKE UAGHHH I WISH I WASNT SO SENSITIVE ABOUT OTHERS LIKING MY FAVE CHARACTERS
cy 🪽 yaoi satan@queerscara.bsky.social · last yr.too many oomfs likes flins ,,,, very uncomfy of that cuz they're talking abt him sexually and romantically euheuehe
too many oomfs likes flins ,,,, very uncomfy of that cuz they're talking abt him sexually and romantically euheuehe
why r people so comfy of telling others shit im only telling them its so embarassing lmfao .....
if one more thing goes wrong in my life im going to kill myself
ihate being clingy i was telling my bf about how much i miss him like full on spamming and then like just saying im a bother im sorry for being like that then avoiding him again then he had to comfort me i hate the feeling of being comforted its so eughhhhhhhhh 💔💔
iwanna shove like a bunchhh of meds down my throat and shoot myself with a gun then maybe i can feel something
dedication, time, & effort > paying money to get a character because i want to earn them not buy them
switching between wanting to give love and wanting to push away
dni kei i have met 2 keis in my life and they fucked me over so badly
cried last night becuz of flashbacks i miss my ex kind of i miss how we played games tgt honestly but me suiciding kind of ruined it all why was my mental health so shit to the point he just randomly blocked me then shit talked behind my back
nevermind my head hurts plans ruined life sucks
cy 🪽 yaoi satan@queerscara.bsky.social · last yr.life is becoming good again huzzah i might take my bf on a date :)
life is becoming good again huzzah i might take my bf on a date :)
everythings getting worse hashagdghagdsahjaewfgvcda
i need someone to feed into my ego i wish i had like a speaking robot that just glazes me every second of my day
my bf's cousins are over and i went down to bring down my plate bc i eat anywhere but the dining table then immediately i went down the stairs his cousins started to talk about my eyes since im blind and how do i even function as a human being due to my illnesses :(
nobody is real everyone is just on this huge plan to act human so they can trick me into thinking they are real im the only real one everyone else is just robots am i living in a simulation
i think im in a coma what if i died at 11 from my attempt and this is what my life would've been
even worse i gained this phobia ever since i was 5yrs old. it only ever gotten worse ohhh this is so painful i hate this but i gotta tuff it out as i check my pulse for the 6th time in 30 mins
cy 🪽 yaoi satan@queerscara.bsky.social · last yr.ijm so scared i hate this
i cant stop thinking about it im going to start crying why am i so scared about smth so stupid
can this bitch stop complaining that i opened the car door too big and hit the wall??? YOU GAVE ME 0 SPACE TO WORK WITH. ITS GOING TO CLOSE ON ME???? ohmygod i need her to kys now one day i'll kill her but i dont wanna go to jail