funny little video i did in ksp for my spaceplane (someone will get what this video is based on, i just know it)
god im such an attention seeker i yearn to be not lonely
a person wearing a t-shirt that says " i love you "
ALT: a person wearing a t-shirt that says " i love you "
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i dont know why this is even happening lol i used to be normal why am i like this now lol im normal right what im not normal? wow really i dont know what am i supposed to do about it? Ohh i see fuckkkkk thats what im supposed to do huh? TOO BAD I DIDNT DO IT WELL FUCK ME I GUESS HUH?
I SCREWED UP PRETENDING TO BE NORMAL ITS THE LEAST I CAN DO AND NOT EVEN THAT I COULD DO PROPERLY FUCKKKKK I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
FUCK IM A SCREW UP I SCREW EVERYTHING UP ITSSSSSSS SSOOOOO OVER
okay i dont think my meds are working cuz im having an internal meltdown and im in college so im not sure what to do because normally i would just lay in my bed and cry endlessly so i have to hold it in
oh believe in yourself blah BLAH BLAH FUCKING BLAH IM FUCKING TIRED OF BELIEVING IN MYSELF WHAT IS THERE TO BELIEVE IN BUT MY OWN LIES I TELL TO MYSELF AND FAILED PROMISES BECAUSE I WANTED TO TRY SOMETHING NEW BUT I FUCKING RUINED IT BECAUSE OF MY OWN INCOMPETENCE BECAUSE IM FUCKING RETARDED
OH WHATS THIS? YOU WANNA LEARN SOMETHING TO IMPROVE? FUCK YOU WATCH EVERYONE ELSE DO IT BETTER THAN YOU WHILE YOURE STRUGGLING TO EVEN ATTEMPt it GO FUCK YOURSELF ACTUALLY KILL YOURSELF YOURE WORTHLESS YOURE WASTING EARTH'S OXYGEN TRYINYN5O EVENTJ TRSJUYBJWIR
to aspire to greatness is to realize youre just a sad lump of shit who will never amount to anything, but oh, its YOUR FAULT FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOUVYOURE CONSTANTLY MAKING HORRIBLE CHOICES IN LIFE WHY ARENT YOU DOING THIS WHY ARENT YOU DOING THAT THATS WHY YOURE A FAILURE
protip to improve in art is to begin skinning yourself when you do something wrong because its always been your fault yeah its your fucking fault fuck why am i even doing anyrhing anymore wow this is sooo funny
