Ok, my meds, protein shake & coffee. This is me still trying 🩵

I fucking needed this!

I got to release a little internal pressure tonight that I desperately needed with my gorgeous wife & gorgeous Brandi Carlile

No one understands what it does to you when you are focused to stay in the kitchen in your “own” home. It was never my home. He made sure to remind me all the time.

I didn’t know I was a DV marriage until yearssssss later after I was gone & then that realization crushed me for letting my children stay in that environment

It is what it is #depression #anxiety #struggling

I’m sick & have a terrible cold. I don’t feel well. I took a Covid test, it was negative. And my brain hurts. My heart hurts. My body hurts. I feel like no one can hear me or see me anymore. Everyone thinks they know what is happening, but they don’t. I don’t even know. I just know I’m sad.

If I am going completely insane rn, it’s nice to know I’m documenting it somewhere & it looks like social media 🤪

I’m trying so hard to find joy in every day life since that what my daughter told me to do, but nothing lands. Even the upcoming interview of TS. I just don’t care about regular life atm. Will I always feel this way? 😞

I’m NOT FUCKING CRAZY! I’m not fucking crazy. I am not losing my mind. I’m not imagining this hell. My mind, body and heart are all screaming at me and my Generalized Anxiety Disorder is laughing at me when someone calls me crazy 😭

Chara was asking me what I wanted for dinner last night. This is what Generalized Anxiety Disorder looks and feels like in my body. 💔

Fuck

How a man says it that “feels safe” for everyone

I feel crazy. Everyone tells me I’m overreacting and being scary. I feel like someone sat me down & told me to wait for the car crash but I couldn’t react once I finally saw it. Every day I feel another crash inside my body with another shocking news story of this reality I’m watching unfold that…

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I made this video after writing about her yesterday. Before my crash out this morning. My body was already flooded with emotions. There really is a TS song for everything. Look at my anger & bitterness purging itself before I had the language today to express my feelings. Language comes last 4 ME!

Look at my amazing wife 😭😭😭

But I felt a hole like this Never before, and ever since

I spent all day yesterday writing about my coming out and my first true love. I wasn’t expecting to wake up today and crash out. I had to call Chara & scream cry about my ex why couldn’t I just fucking hate her. My beloved wife didn’t get mad at me or jealous. They just told me we’d get through it

“Can I hint at something 3 years in advance?”. Listen to her words. Today would be a great day to announce debut in addition to the numbers on the clock

I’m so sick of us not holding men’s abuse against women accountable & moving on 5 minutes later. IDGAF about BB. I care about the women he abused & why other women stay with these men

I made a TT this morning ranting about the fucking heat in Austin in August. This was tonight. Maybe I should rant about being a poor American 😜

Only 67 days until the U.S. midterms

I’ll never get over that song Rosie sang RIGHT TO HIS FKING FACEEEE. It was so glorious. I hate him so much

You just never know the kind of trouble I’ll get into over on TT 😜 I made a video for Rosie thanking her for her service & she responded to m. As a queer woman in Texas, I just wanted to thank her 🥹🇺🇸

I become gayer every time I play this. Chara is OVER ME! 😜🥵

I NEED TO TALK ABOIT THIS, BESTIES! 🤣🤣🤣🤣

I feel like I just won The Lesbian Olympics over on TTand IM TELLING ALL YOU BITCHES because I have to talk to a gay person 🤣🌈🦄

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