Some guy who does things

@ragingmodeller.bsky.social

An angry bald bassist, miniature painter, and pastry chef Loves Battlestar Galactica, Comics, Transformers, Universal Monsters, video games...often refered too as a bit of a nob (pardon my Klatchian) Orkz rool, oomies drool

A week before my birthday no matter what happens or what my wonderful Girlfriend has in store (she has a thing planned and Im clueless about what it is) I always feel really down and I have done for years and she tries to make it awesome. And every year it is but every year I always been really down

Theres a junction near my mum and dads i cant take because i got hit by a stolen van! And 2 months before that i got hit a cunt in a white audi and i havent been able to listen to Nine Inch Nails in a car, since then! It fills me with a cold dread because The Fragile was playing when i got hit!

Waited in all day for a big delivery...estimated delivery time comes and then goes. I call them up, "im sorry but the sriver is out sick, so wont be delivered" Did you not think to call and fucking tell me that before i waited in all fucking day, you absolute fucking piss wizards!!!

I started as a pot wash who helped with prep, I did 4 months at college for patisserie 2 months into that, i started a job as a pastry chef! 8 months later, i left for my current job as a "chef" There was very little cooking, but i could bake...no longer have freedom to do alot. Now im a CDP

My mental health this week has really been in the toilet, and I've been trying my best to change how i look at things that happen in work and stuff like that. And it has been really hard. I've had quite a lot of tears and frustration. I think its getting there but i was ready to go back on meds