How do you deal with these feelings of losing someone you know close to suicide while also going through another shit storm at the same time. Cant even put my finger around it anymore im numb. I need to get back to work.

unwatchable.mp3 Seizure warning.flac old.mp4 I put so much love into it but he broke my heart.blend

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My bday was a few days back, I didn't really celebrate it much, I kinda forgot about it lol my loved ones had to remind me of it. The only thing I wish for is stability, as I have faced way too many things over the past 4 years. I'm doing alright, currently recovering, and my sister is in rehab.

I might gonna be hospitalized soon, I've been sick for some time now, and it's not getting better. I've been trying to push as much work as I can, hence why I didn't really get in there sooner. But I'll keep an update here.

Almost lost my sister due to a drug overdose. She is the only family I have left, and she has been abusing drugs since both grandpa and grandma passed away, and all of the fucked up family shit werent helping either. We never fully recovered, I'm tired i just want things to get better or ends idk

I hate being depressed. This is the only way I can silence my mind. My apologies

Illustrating my pain and struggles into a simple portrait would probably help me deal with this annoying condition

I dont know what im doing with this, i dont have anywhere else to sound my mind, therapy doesnt work anymore nor the meds. Normally i would just toughen up and go through it but mr krabs i cant anymore. Depression has been spiking a lot recently and i dont know why that is but its happening.

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Project for @Zef_Wolf The entire process was streamed, thanks to everyone who was there since day 1

still wip kinda struggling with the lighting on this one 🥀 when in doubt, i always go back to seeing Chunie's artwork again 🫶 love em

I got asked a ton about this, but I have used Photoshop for drawing since the dawn of time. And my painting brushes came from Gregor Rutkowski's oil painting brush pack from almost a decade ago *I tweaked it* and yes, I'm old My pc specs can barely run Roblox (jk)

Also progress on this boy He be doing the handsum

Was about to finish up with few projects last week, then wisdom tooth got pulled out. Can't work through the pain. I tried, but it only agitates me. Working through it slowly now until the pain subsides

I'm back home, no more 9 to 5, this country sucks, I want out. Been a very rough few months, but I think I can safely say that there's only drawing furries left. It's been a rough few years to get to this point. I'll start strong with my own Sona, then a few streams and finished pieces this week.

got really sick lately, and acid reflux caught me lacking. Remember to eat properly guys, and don't overwork yourself like a certain someone. I did these sketches of my own sona whenever I feel like I'm on the verge of burning out again. I'd finish it someday... someday ya

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It is done!, On to the next project !!!

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