sat in the waiting room for three hours, gave up and went home
emily!@rahkshirancher.bsky.social · 2d agoi’m at da hospital :) can’t breathe dizzy
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emily!@rahkshirancher.bsky.social · 2d agoprobs not gonna go to the hospital. just gonna power through the breathlessness until the iron supplement kicks in and this anaemia clears up. if i die i die
goin to the hospital in the morning actually. if anaemia and an enlarged heart and not being able to breathe haven’t killed me already i’ll last one more night
treating panic attacks with weed is buns cause i’m not freaking out anymore but now i’m high (don’t like that 🙂↔️)
havin a dream about bottom surgery n then waking up to pee 🥰💖 i am going to k
repainted my old warboss 💖 he’s too little to be a warboss at the current scale but he’ll make a good nob proxy
gonna maybe start looking for a 40k group to play with since i’ve accidentally managed to cobble together half an ork army over the years
central asia if it was good: -monGIRLia -HERgyzstan -turkWOMENstan -VAGikistan
the funniest thing about my new habit of licking soap is that it doesn’t even taste bad anymore
stopped taking my antidepressant cause i thought it wasn’t helping me and now i’m depressed and feel like an idiot and i can’t get in to see my doctor for another month ahaha i think i will kill myself
i’ve collected all the bionicles i want i think i will get back into warhammer now
went rummaging through old miniatures i painted years ago and realised i was actually pretty fuckin good at it back in the day
it took me 25 years but i finally got the whole nuva set 🥰
i have never seen lord of the rings and i don’t intend to. i will base my entire opinion of the franchise on this lego video game
hey bluesky world! just checking in to say that my mental health is in ruins and i hate myself for driving away everyone who cared about me!
