iris

@raingirl.gay

raingirl. computer artist and musician and cool girl. i have lots of names.

my friends and the ppl i like should make more stuff. i like it when ppl make stuff and show it off, even when there's no larger goal in mind

my favourite thing about discord friend groups is when people's nicknames go through so many bits they become incomprehensible to outside observers

discord message from síoda: "ooo. paging @the small rat @crunk lord tiberius @they shrimp"

i did the thing everyone else did and got back into deadlock but damn i did rly forget how fun this game is. for some reason it being a shooter makes me feel a desire to master all of the non shooter mechanics wayyy more than in something like league. odd effect

hytale marketing itself on how easy it is to mod, and lacking basically all of the systems i wanted to actually mess around with on release, is very funny but also sad.

the year is completely arbitrary and nothing to do with how my actual life is going, but i am so glad 2025 is over and i can now be hopeful for 2026

u ever love ppl but from such a remarkable distance that it feels like maybe it is weird to love them at all? i have a lot of love for a lot of ppl but i don't often speak to or sometimes even know them that well really, and it is odd when i deep it like that

i don't feel compelled to release music anymore really, and i think the reason is that i just enjoy the process of creation more than the output of it.